Something Of Anything............

Riccardo Patrese and wife on Civic Type R

2009-08-06T09:50:00.002+08:00

Well... its something hilarious to be shared with everybody

How come when i was speeding Emily down the road.. instead of screaming, my Baby Princess end up singing and laughing instead. Probably not fast enough :p :p

Heheheh.. enjoy the video guys.

Tata

Code name

2009-08-03T09:36:00.002+08:00

well.. it has been a while since i last posted an article here. Well here it goes called Code Name :D

Once upon a time in there lived a happy couple, Mr. & Mrs.R0tary with their 3 lovely daughters; Ms MustDaSpeed, Ms R Axe-7 & Ms R Axe-8.

The 3 daughters were brought up in a prim-and-proper way and when they reached 20, they were still virgins. Years passed, and it was time to get them married.

So, the parents found them the most suitable ' leng chais' (handsome guys).

They got married and were preparing to set-off on their honeymoon.

As 'concerned' (more like 'kay-poh') parents, Mr.& Mrs. R0tary were curious about their daughters' first-night experience. So, before the daughters went on their respective honeymoons, Mrs. R0tary told them......

'Your father and I want to know about your 1st night encounters and whether you are satisfied. Write a letter to us, but as not to raise your husbands' curiosity... you all must use a Code-Name to describe your experiences' .

So, the excited daughters were off. A week passed.

Mr. & Mrs. R0tary got the first letter. It was from Ms MustDaSpeed.

They opened the letter and found the word STANDARD CHARTERED.

They immediately took the newspaper and looked for the Standard Chartered advertisement.
'Ah! here it is!', exclaimed Mr. R0tary.

The motto for Standard Chartered was...
> > > 'BIG, STRONG & FRIENDLY'
Mr & Mrs. R0tary were happy.

A week later, they got another letter.
This time it was from Ms R Axe-7.

The content was simple. 'NESCAFE'.
So, again they took the newspaper and looked for the Nescafe ad. 'Ah! here it is.
> > > 'NESCAFE: PLEASURE TILL THE LAST DROP'.
Mr. & Mrs. R0tary beamed with joy.

Another week passed. A month passed. And another. There was still no letter from Ms R Axe-8..

The R0tary s became worried.

Finally, the letter came. It was scribbled and could hardly be read, but Mrs. R0tary managed to
figure it out.

The code-name was 'SINGAPORE AIRLINES'.
Why Singapore Airlines?
Mr. R0tary rushed to the nearest store and got a newspaper.
He flipped the pages frantically. 'Ah! Here it is!'

Mrs. R0tary grabbed the page and read aloud. Before she could finish
...THUMP!!!.
..she fell off her chair.
The motto was ...'7 TIMES A WEEK. 4 TO 6 TIMES A DAY. NON-STOP'.

Have fun guys.. i'll try to post more here soon. Tonnes of stories to tell like... Baby Princess went to London (read as LUNdon).. we went jalan jalan at Melaka... Baby Princess bought me cherries from London (how sweet)... my sister came back to visit us from Ireland and bought me a samsung phone.... haih... too many stories but too lazy to update bwahahahhaha.. see u guys later

Observing Sg Klang

2009-03-18T13:39:00.001+08:00

Well, i actually never pay attention to Sg Klang until recently when my project team room moved to a room with Sg Klang view. I somehow get a bit sentimental with it and kinda its interesting to watch over time. Here are my observations to Sg Klang sof ar from my project room.

Raining

As you can see from the pictures above how Sg Klang banks were overflow with rain waters during heavy rains. Lucky that the elevated highway walls are quite high thus preventing the water to go and flood the roads.

Fishing?

When Azman post a post regarding fishing and cat fish (ikan keli), i told him that he doesnt need to fly so far away to catch cat fish where it can be caught from Sg Klang. From the pictures above you can see that people arrive in van and car and then they jump into the water with net on their hand to catch fish in Sg Klang. The water is damn dirty and contaminated anyway. You might catch AIDS by having contact with the water hahahhahahahahahhahahah

Thats all that I can report regarding Sungai Klang hahahahhahaha

Friday Evening

2009-03-13T17:43:00.001+08:00

Well, today had been real busy. Since morning we were pushing hard for today’s deadline and lucky me that I managed to finish it couple of hours before the end of the day. Well, since that i have a lot of time before pushing off meeting the guys of RX8ClubMalaysia at PJ, I decided to post more pictures to my blog. Here are some pictures that I snapped recently.

Happy baby princess at Digital Mall USJ. We were having dessert after brunch and can be seen here she was having glutinous rice ball with soy milk. Hey, the picture that she’s holding the spoon with the rice ball is KIUK!!!

My kittens with their furniture that were bought by my mom. As u can see, 3 stories cage and a scratching pole for them to scratch. Can you imagine how much does that cage cost? RM 550!!! yikes!!!!! My mom is good at spending money, as good as me.

Thats all for now.

Have a good weekend

Baby Princess, The star and yuen steamboat buffet

2009-03-03T18:03:00.000+08:00

After picking up my Princess from her place at Klang last Sunday, we were kinda mati kutu what to do until we decided to have lunch at Yuen Steamboat restaurant (Mentari Court, Sunway) and catch The Curious Case of Benjamin Button afterwards. Instead of only both of us having lunch, I decided to call Lawrence and his girlfriend and Ajoy to come and join us for lunch. It was a nice lunch, full to the maxed (I even skip dinner that day :D ) and we managed to catch up a lot of what had happened recently and had a good laugh by the end. Oh yeah, thanks to Lawrence for the lunch (somehow he decided to buy us all the lunch, orang kaya baru naik gaji).

While waiting for everybody to arrive, Princess did managed to snap a picture of a car parking wrongly at the car park and sent it over to The Star newspaper on that night. Know what? it get published :D :D Below is the picture and here is the link to The Star page. This is the second time that Princess’s picture being published on The Star. The first one was around 5 months ago and landed her Rm 50 from the publication house!!!! Niceeeeeeee……………

It has been a while

2009-03-03T11:13:00.001+08:00

Well, it has been a while since i last write anything over here. Life has been good except some few changes on how my life goes. I dun really feel like writing much so, enjoy the pictures below.

The Going

Thanks to the guys for all the time and help at Branded3. The pictures above were taken at Kenny Rogers at Tropicana City (?), Damansara during my farewell lunch.

The Coming

And a new place for me

Moroccan Adventure

Lunch with my Mom at a Moroccan restaurant. Pictured here are Chicken Tajine and Lamb Couscous. Mama makan dengan penuh semangatnya :D :D

The restaurant is called Tajine Restaurant and can be visited here.

The kittens

The kittens are doing well. There are so much to share about them actually, just that i don’t have much time to write about them. Its hard to snap pictures of them while they are awake as they keep running and jumping around those all pictures came out blurred. So, the easiest pictures would be while they are sleeping :)

Sleepy garlic trying to hold from sleeping and finally ended up sleeping on a chair :D :D

Lazy onion taking a free ride on top of mama’s foot

The sleeping sisterhood

Favourite spot to sleep after a hectic day of running around. Garlic, Ginger and Onion are on the pictures above while budak manja Pepper prefer to sleep on my lap instead. :D

Well, there’s a lot more to tell about them though like the 3 stories apartment bought by my mom for them and then hand me over the bills (i have yet to snap the picture of the apartment) and about the diet and toys…. there are tonnes of stories bout them anyway. Anyway, i’ll post it up later…..

Cheers,

Hatim

Gaji...

2009-02-16T12:22:00.002+08:00

Gila weh... dah 16th gaji tak masuk lagik. Orang pun ada bills ndak bayar, and stomach to fill takkan la ndak hold gaji gila babi lama. Credit card pun dah start charge interest.

Tensen tensen.

New addition to My family

2009-01-14T13:22:00.001+08:00

Well, last night Mr Wong of Pandah Indah dropped by to my place to hand me the kittens which he had advertised on lowyat forum for adoption. I messaged him back on his MSN a day after that (yesterday) and by 10:30 at night he already in front of my house with his mom and dad handing me the kittens. I really appreciate their effort to come to my place to drop the kittens from Pandan Indah late at night. We'll keep in touch and i'll belanja you one day when you are around. So, below are the pics of the kittens. They are called Garlic, Onion, Ginger and Pepper (i previously called her charcoal cause couldnt find appropriate name for her but my mom disagree and asked me to change. I changed to shrimp paste (belacan) and then my mom marah and she name her pepper instead. hahahahhahahha). So those are the official names for my kittens. Cute kittens and so adorable!!!

Sleepy ginger

Pepper / Charcoal / Shrimp Paste

Pepper, garlic and ginger drinking water

Garlic bossing around over food. She sits inside the container so that nobody else can eat :D

Oh... im so sleepy (they all woke up at 5 this morning and screaming from downstairs calling my mom). At 7 in the morning, all of them sleepy again.

Onion decided to come over and push Garlic away from the food container

And finally Onion managed to push Garlic out of container

And she owns the container while Ginger watching at the back

Sleepy Onion bwahahhahahahha

So those are the pics of the new addition to my family. Thanks again Mr Wong.

Cheers,

Hatim

I got soul but im not a soldier...

2008-12-31T16:16:00.003+08:00

Something to cry about when im down. Somehow i can relate myself to the song below..... all these shits happening right now, i'm moving out of it..... The Killers is my new favourite band :D

The Killers - All these things that i've done

When there's nowhere else to run

Is there room for one more son

One more son

If you can hold on

If you can hold on, hold on

I wanna stand up, I wanna let go

You know, you know - no you don't, you don't

I wanna shine on in the hearts of men

I wanna mean it from the back of my broken hand

Another head aches, another heart breaks

I am so much older than I can take

And my affection, well it comes and goes

I need direction to perfection, no no no no

Help me out

Yeah, you know you got to help me out

Yeah, oh don't you put me on the back burner

You know you got to help me out

And when there's nowhere else to run

Is there room for one more son

These changes ain't changing me

The gold-hearted boy I used to be

Yeah, you know you got to help me out

Yeah, oh don't you put me on the back burner

You know you got to help me out

You're gonna bring yourself down

Yeah, you're gonna bring yourself down

[x10]

I got soul, but I'm not a soldier

Yeah, you know you got to help me out

Yeah, oh don't you put me on the back burner

You know you got to help me out

You're gonna bring yourself down

Yeah, oh don't you put me on the back burner

You're gonna bring yourself down

Yeah, you're gonna bring yourself down

Over and in, last call for sin

While everyone's lost, the battle is won

With all these things that I've done

All these things that I've done

If you can hold on

Rushing like hell

2008-12-18T20:33:00.000+08:00

The mood today in the office was crazy. The project was mentioned 2 months prior launching and we have ample of time to work on it. Me, managing the IT part already started working on it once it started to be mentioned and the progress keeps moving depending on the changes until its final. So, the back end of the project actually finished and ran properly before even then front end started being developed.

Suddenly, i was called to the room and being asked why is the front end has yet to be implemented. I was like, hello!!!... we have both head of IT and head of designer involved in this project and how come suddenly you ask me how is the implementation of the front end? Anyway, not willing to argue, I head straight to head-of-design and ask him the status and ask him to start working on it. I gave them the client's requirements and such to follow(which he already has!!!).

Once all is done and uploaded, everything sounds pretty cool so far until I arrived back from meeting at 3PM on the day after that. Suddenly i've been told that client want to see the second pilot of the project a day after the first pilot. I was like WTF!!! First nobody told me that the second pilot have to be done by today and secondly why do you tell me when its designs task and we have head of designer to take the task?

I rushed to the design department and check the status and been told by one of the designer that he needs roughly half an hour to finish it. I was like, ok.. thats not too bad, so i told my client to give me around an hour to upload the second pilot to him. That 1 hour was supposed to be 4PM today.

Now at quarter past 7 in the evening, i'm still waiting for the designer to finish working on the flash program. I just can't believe it. It's already 3 hours from what i promised the client and 3 and half hours since the designer promised me with the application!! Client had been bugging me back and fro for the application and its still not yet alive.

From my knowledge, the designer who's supposed to do this flash application had been day dreaming for the past 2 weeks of nothing to do and yet the head of designer didn't even bother to give him any job. Why can't they hand him the task when it's first signed instead of waiting to the last day. Its ok to do work if you just have the slightest clue of it to avoid any unnecessary rushing at the end of the day rather than sitting down and warming up your chair and this is not the first time happened to projects.

I just can't believe it that this happens again in my project especially when i had already covered my side perfectly well. I got the modules written just by listening to suggestions and ideas rather than waiting till the end of the day and keep making changes on the modules based on client's requirements. Urgh.... now im being pressured by everybody around me to get the project up when its not even my fault. I hate these kinda things....

Remember guys, B3Motor, B3Clothing, BCMS, Tracker, B3Mail, etc. Those project are not meant to waste your time, but to save your valuable time later on and will give you less pressure when its closer to the launching date. No overtime is necessary. Do early, finish early and when it closes to the UAT, the only thing that you do is bug fixing. Not building complex modules of unfinished functions!!!

I'm stuck here not because of my mistake but because people who ignores to learn from their mistakes. I'm a Technical Manager not a Project Manager. I can be a Project Manager but as long as i'm the sole contact for the project then I don't mind. Not by having pieces of information scattered everywhere and expect me to know everything by looking at people's face.

To someone who will soon be doing this at my exact current position soon(you take my word for this, and you'll remember this when you are at my seat). I know you might be reading this and seriously do learn from this mistake and take care of your staffs properly. Make sure you know what are they doing and what is your boss expecting from you (project management, technical management, development). Seriously this will shoot your blood pressure sky rocket high by working with the incompetence so called staffs.

Adios,

Timmy

Right now... i just want to mumble

2008-12-15T17:50:00.001+08:00

and you are not supposed to understand it........ well.. unless you are either... Baby Sue or Ajoy hahahahhahah

Lazily woke up to the call of my mom,

I turned off my 6 oclock alarm, and now my 7 oclock is screaming,

And suddenly i jumped out of my bed,

Damn!!! i have appointment with Uncle Bill's staffs today at KLCC,

I ran to the bathroom, mandi kerbau, gosok gigi and put on my clothes and cabut,

Another long day for me sitting down and listening to people membebel in front of me,

While walking down, checked my phone, there were 2 messages from baby Princess,

1 of them is at 4 in the morning.. what is my baby darling doing at 4, not yet asleep,

While walking to pack my bag, i listen to my mom's itinerary for today,

She needs to head to UPM and then attend some classes with her friends... and then catch up with another friends,

She's a one busy retired grandma and happy to have her honda city back,

I started Emily up and a thick white smoke burst out from the exhaust,

Ah.. bloody mineral oil... I should get fully synthetic for my Emily soon,

Once Emily is totally out of the driveway,

Then I figured out that her left rear wheel is flat to the ground,

Dang!!! im gonna miss another appointment with Uncle Bill!!!!

The I straight away decided to wait at home till nearby garage is open so that I can fix Emily,

10 oclock, the mechanic arrived, took out Emily's tire and drove back to his garage,

I called Vedded and told them i wont be joining them,

But somehow she decided to ask me...why? the magic question,

So, I told her my story of yada yada yada yada,

The mechanic arrived back and fits in a fixed tire of Emily, that was fast!!

I drove Emily to his garage and paid the charges and then took Emily to Sunway

Well, Emily is due for her 1,000 KM check soon,

Serviced her with a nice rotary oil and she goes vroom!! vroom!!

Arrived office, checked my mail and progress,

Somehow for some reason, a word of kalabu malami came back to my head,

So, decided to 'google' for it and I ended up with 2 albums and those are Kalabu Malami and Kugiran D'Tepi Pantai, Woot!! Woot!! Woot!!

I'm happy,

Then by 3 while i was happy DPing,

Another call came while my phone was on my table,

Out from the DP Station to my table and pick up the phone,

Oh, a miss call,

Walked to the meeting room and redialed the number that called me,

oh, it was Vedded.... I wonder what does she wants this time?

Well, this time Vedded managed to persuade me to join her soon,

How can I say no?

I don't like to make people sad so I told her okie okie..... i'll join you soon laaaaaaaaa.... wallau...

Then she asked... can i see u tomorrow?

Wallau tomorrow work laaaaaaaaa.... wanna meet also tak sempat sempat

Then because of me... such a nice guy then I said... hao hao.. i'll see you tomorrow

Then tomorrow morning i'll be meeting Vedded...... :D :D

Tak paham? dun bother then bwahahahahhahaha

Hitam doing yoga, PC fair with Princess and korban

2008-12-15T14:25:00.001+08:00

Last hari raya korban, my mother did a korban at a nearby surau at our taman. So, I went there to help with the process as well as to get to know my neighbours. The event started roughly about 10 in the morning with 5 cows. The rain had been drizzling the whole morning until at 11 in the morning then it starts pouring like crazy. So, i was helping them under the heavy rain. It was fun anyway, tergolek on the field and such.

Yesterday, took my baby princess to Pikom's PC fair at KLCC. Baby princess was looking forward to get herself a laptop and internet connections installed at her place. Seriously, there were gazillion of people there and jam packed. Mostly people who were looking for the best deal of computers and accessories. I managed to subscribe Princess to streamyx despite several other internet providers were pushing hard to sell their internet services. Streamyx might be bad but, they are far better than others anyway. So can I say.. the better one among the bad ones? :D :D Princess bought herself a new laptop from Acer for a good price. The laptop came with FreeDos ( a new word which i picked up on that day which means no operating system included). I installed Vista Ultimate to my baby Princess and office 2007. Not sure how is the Dual Core 2.1 GHz and 2GB RAM gonna cope with that but so far yesterday, it was pretty cool :)

Below are the pics of Hitam doing yoga. Hitam is really funny when she sleeps and I snapped pics of her when she sleeps.

Hahahhaha dan cute when she sleeps. That was a very deep sleep cause she didnt even wake up to the sounds of my phone camera snapping her pics.

Oh yeah, this blog was written using Live Writer from Microsoft. Its a new tool that allows you to write your blog offline and once your have internet connection, you can just publish it. It makes my life and my baby princess's life a lot easier to update blogs :)

Adios

And....

2008-12-05T15:50:00.002+08:00

After a 1 whole gruelling month without Emily............finally she's back... this morning to be exact... WOOT!! WOOT!!! WOOT!!!

JPN / NRD

2008-12-04T13:04:00.007+08:00

Well, today when i was browsing along my favorites blogs and i found this on Patrick Teoh's blog. I just can't believe my eyes when I read those as it comes from JPN / NRD (National Registration Department) website. Well, decided not to take it as it is from Patrick's blog, me and Lawrence decided to go and check it out ourselves first hand. Well, we couldnt find the exact text that were posted in Patrick's blog but we did manage to find something almost similar.... or... worse :D

Below are the snippets of what can you find it there

"What is NRD's website?

NRD website is abbreviation to official web National Registration Department. NRD website make major world to information and national registration department service through Internet."

Which was taken from here.

or.. how about this one?

"The mother has just given birth. Who can inform about the birth of the child?

The persons who can inform about the birth are:

- The father of the child;

- The mother of the child;

- A person living together in the house in which the child was born;

- Any person who witnessed the birth; and

- The person/guardian taking care of the child."

Which was taken from here.

My english is far from perfect but at least I still can write documentations. Please don't even try to judge my english from my blog as I don't even bother to proof check, spelling check or whatever check to it but on government's official website? far too much for me :)

I can almost imagine the conversation on how was the page started before... its went almost like this

JPN's Boss: Dolah... gomen suruh kita buat website la... ngko tahu sesiapa bleh buat website tak?

Dolah AKA Kaki Kipas: Website? ada boss... ramai kawan saya budak IT.... anak saya pun lagi terer IT dari saya. Dia selalu mintak duit ndak pergi cyber cafe untuk buat website.

JPN's Boss: Bagus.. bagus.. ngko suruh diaorang buatkan website untuk kita bleh tak? cantik cantik power power punya. Ndak dwi language yeah...... BI dan BM

Dolah AKA Kaki Kipas: ok boss.. no problem.. siap... budget berapa boss?

JPN's Boss: budget? uhm... ngko letak RM 8,000 tapi dalam bil letak RM 10,000 yeah?

Man AKA Kaki Kipas: Siap... 2 hari bleh siap!!

Then later that night Dolah hangs out with his Kakis

Dolah: Eh.. korang pandai buat website tak eh?

Jibam: Website? menatang apa tuh? main kuda kat dalam snooker centre pandai le aku... cam kuda eh?

Abu: Website? bunyik macam eksoz motor jerk... wei... ah chai la paling best buat eksoz EX5....

Dolah: Bodohlah korang.... website tu internet... tempat tengok internet....

Jibam / Abu : oh... mana aku tahu

Dolah: karim? antara kita semua.. ngko yang paling cerdik... sebab ngko blaja kat UiTM...

Karim: website... bolehlah.... itu hari subjek web development aku pas... tapi cukup cukup makan ar....

Dolah: okie bagus bagus... tolong aku buat website..... aku bayar RM 2,000 amcam?

Karim: RM 2,000?? wooooooooooo set!!! bila ndak? malam nih jugak aku siapkan!!!"

So, as per my perception that's how I think JPN's website being built. Screwed from the start till the end.... Malaysia Boleh!!!!

While i'm here, have a look at this company called MindLabs. Another chrony company. The portfolio for this company is so great that it managed to get projects like Southern Bank Berhad web development (which is currently already under CIMB), royal police portal, cyberjaya community portal and such. This company doesn't even know how to design and build website in the first place. Gosh... even me myself can do better than that even though i'm not a web designer myself.

Happy Birthday Dear Princess

2008-12-03T09:05:00.004+08:00

Yesterday, 2nd December was Princess's birthday. We met again at a place where most of our memories for the last 1 year lies. Sitting down at Strawberry Cafe of PJ State, chat, talk and some discussions.... and then.. the humble, not so much but from the heart present from Timmy Tim to Princess Sue. Happy birthday Princess Sue, may you have a happy and successful year ahead.
I'm sorry, nothing fancy this year. Hopefully we can have a better one next year.

we've been doing soo much things together this year since your last birthday...

I love you la..............

Another gossip from Australia

2008-11-26T14:08:00.004+08:00

Well.... here is another gossip about Malaysia from Australia Broadcasting Corporation ABC :D

thanks to Lawrence for the video

Still watching though... so far nothing new from the video :D

Interesting reads

2008-11-18T13:01:00.005+08:00

Okie.. this is an interesting reads from Citizen Nades of Sun2Surf. Actually i've been following this issue since last week. I know that Azalina Othman is trying to clear up government (or at least her own ministry) but by doing this is not making you an UMNO anymore. UMNO are supposed to be corrupt.

So, stop bringing up all of these issues will you? and let those gone by gone. You could start up your own money making project as well while you are at Tourism Ministry you know. Tons of money to be made from there. Thats the true spirit of UMNO, you dun swindle only Malays but all Malaysians even though Malay word is within UMNO acronym. :D

Of Wanita UMNO... interesting gossip

2008-11-18T12:19:00.003+08:00

Okie... i'm not really into WANITA UMNO until recently I ended up in a project from my office doing some work for one of them. Since that I need to do some work for her, then I decided to korek a little bit of info here and there from people that I met and knew and some are from blogs around the web.

Okie, we all know that Rafidah is not going to let go her seat; top post in WANITA UMNO till June 2008 where UMNO general assembly is going to happen in March 2008 instead. Sharizat is the one that had been said going to fill the seat once Rafidah step down and currently sitting at the second top post of WANITA. Okie, that's cool if they all agreed to do the transfer of power properly. Both Rafidah and Sharizat have enough nominations to fight for the top post in March next year.

On the other hand, Kamilia is looking to contest for the second top post of WANITA by March next year. So, if Kamilia wins the post, Sharizat will be left with no seat. Cause the top post is still occupied by Rafidah and second post by Kamilia so by hook or by crook, she needs to get that top post. The suggestion from Sharizat asking Rafidah to step down by March next year was answered by Rafidah with middle fingers from both of her hands. You can read it here, here, here and here.

So, thats the reason of all these ruckus in the last few weeks. From my point of view, in order to settle this problem lets get back to the root of it. Rafidah is the main problem. Why does she wants to hold to the position till June? Is there any new big project gonna come so that she can earn the final project of her life and then bury the money with her when she's dead? What can she get accomplished in that short 3 months after general assembly?

Okie, to predict what she has in her mind we have to go back a little bit more. What is the biggest thing that will happen in March 2008 general assembly? Yes, power transition between Abdullah and Najib. Abdullah will go down with his team and Najib will go up with his team. So, how can we relate Rafidah into this? Previously, when Mahathir was in power, Rafidah was a an International Trade and Industry Minister for a very long time (1987 ~ 2008 mind you) until Abdullah remove her from the post that she likes so much. Thats a freaking long time to be a minister. She must be doing a freaking good job then that Mahathir likes her so much and let her sits there managing the ministry (if you compare it to Bill Clinton's scandal, Monica Lewinsky needs to suck him super dry and till the dick falls off in order to stay in the office that long). Since Mahathir, Najib, Muhyidin (just to put his name here) and Rafidah are coming from the same chrony / camp, she is EXPECTING A MINISTRIAL POST from Najib once he come into power. You know, friend friend, chrony chrony, rempit together gether when they were young and helping each other / brotherhood.

So, that's the reason that I BELIEVE that she has been expecting from Najib to honor it to her within 3 months after Najib moved to the prime minister office thus making lots of problem in WANITA today. She's an old great grandmother with 65 years of age in her life and she still want to go for ministrial post. Money and power, you can never get enough. I know that feeling bwahahhahahahah

Cheers...

p/s: Pss... this is just an assumption from me, i dun wanna get blowed up in pieces by C4 later if she ends up taking over ministry of defence... or... locked into ISA if she ends up with home ministry. PEACE Rafidah....

Just an update

2008-11-11T14:08:00.004+08:00

Well, nothing much had been happening since my last post except a bit here and there. A bit busy writing Facebook apps for somebody and thinking about money for Emily repairs. Emily is almost done... most likely end of this week.. she shud be able to be on the road already. Bill? dun ask, it was RM 2K more since from the first qoute. Gonna get done with it. Below are the pictures of Emily in the repairs. Same pics I had posted on my Facebook as well.

Cleaned Rotor

Rotor Housing

Emily high up

Rotor being cleaned up

So, thats the story bout my Emily.

On the other hand, below are the pictures of naughty Hitam.

Sleeping with me downstairs on the sofa

Kacau mama tengah buat kerja

What? i'm learning to use internet here. How do you type PORN?

Hahahha I love my Hitam. I'm gonna get him a friend soon. Saw some kittens available to be adopted online.

Am I too much?

2008-11-05T12:46:00.003+08:00

I'm not really sure either that my opinions are really that conservatives or that people around me are really that liberal. Take for example of the recently 2 issues:

Fatwa on Yoga

The link from The Star can be read from here. We all know that Yoga is derived from Hinduism. You can read bout Yoga here, here and here. So, I agreed when Fatwa were put on Yoga but kinda disturbed when reads about people's opinion regarding the Fatwa (which is against me since I agreed with the Fatwa). First we must know that the Fatwa only applies to Muslim so, if you are non-muslim, it does not apply to you at all. Do whatever you wanna do, you may attend church in the morning for the mass then proceed to the Hindu temple for lunch time for the praying and Sikh temple at night. Do all you care but the Fatwa does not fall on you the same as how alcohol which is banned for Muslim's consumption. If you are not a Muslim, drink and eat whatever you want (err... endangered animals are not allowed but thats different issues). I'll elaborate more about Islam as per my understanding later underneath the second issue.

Fatwa on Tomboyism

Yes, its Tomboyism which you can read more from here (Source: The Star). For me, its kinda sitting on thin line between human rights and Islam. On the human right side, people are supposed to be allowed to act and wear whatever they want to. No rules in this unlike murdering, which involves another human. So, taking another human's right to live must be punished but restricting someone appearence that is not falls in what we found right in our eyes somehow it's debateable to me. On my perspective (which is not sharing with Islam but my own terminology; im NOT a Muslim scholar so I dun speak as one), human are created with being either male or female to balance the genders. So, take it seriously is what we all should do.

Of what I believe in about Islam

I'm not sure about bout religions but for sure Islam is not for mockery. Islam is not only about who do you pray to, but as well way of life and that is what most people don't understand. It covers from how to look, what to eat, how to behave till how do you speak to your God. How about other religions? Well take for example Christianity, gay bishop has become common nowadays even though had been practised secretly for a very long time (taken from here but you can get more info about it by googling). So, what is my point? My point is that other religions does not covers the way of life of their worshippers unlike Islam which stated in Quran that homosexual is "haram". Islam on the other hand is very sensitive to these kinda issues, try to imagine a gay Imam? Even tomboyism is already declared as "haram" and I think gay Imam is totally unacceptable. Thats what Islam is about that most people don't understand. Other people modify religion to suit their needs while Muslims need to suit themselve to fit into Islam.

Note: This article is not trying to belittle other religions that I don't belief in nor that this article is a complete thesis of what Islam is. This is Islam in my own perspective.

I dunno, am I taking these seriously / bigger view or people are just not being serious anymore and religion is a trend not a belief?

It's already a year!!!

2008-10-27T20:19:00.003+08:00

Yes, its already more than a year from we first met and a year from that night that we agreed to share our emotions together and called ourself Princess Sue and Timmy Tim. We had face a bit of ups and downs and we learnt our mistakes along the way. We had spent lots of time together by driving around, holiday, shopping to name a few and there's a lot more to come.

We know that we are aiming sky high,

Differentiating from what's wrong and right,

We know that success bears our name,

Migrating from life what we call the same,

One year is just a ciput,

From the time that we agreed to stay put,

Buying house, marriage to name a few,

Being together is what we both knew,

There's a lot more to come in our life,

With all the problems that we have to strive,

Its not a sign that we can't be together,

But instead a love forever,

Yes it a year full of love and emotions,

For the disease with no potion,

From a year that we started to be together

And now that I love you more that ever.

Love you Baby Princess,

Timmy Tim

How crap life could be?

2008-10-27T19:59:00.003+08:00

Well, for sure can be worse. Somehow, I think there's a lot more in life that i 've yet to experience. There's a lot more to face. By the end we all can agree that the most experience guy that make use of his experience is the one that most likely to success.

Shit comes, oh yeah they do come. I already have enough in my plate and I think there's a lot more to come after this. Princess cried after listening to what had happened recently to my life that added to my 'more that I can handle' plate. She was asking if this is something to do with bad lucks that comes for reason, well for me, for sure its not a bad luck. Not at all. I'm a 30 years old guy who needs to make proper decision whenever its needed. Yeah, I might had screwed up somewhere in life and all these bad lucks are resulted from those bad moves. I learnt my mistakes and i'm willing to retract back my move and head towards the right one.

I'm not in a state of a bad luck, actually i feel good of what had happened. I still have my family, my princess and my job. The best thing is, i'm still sain and capable of doing what I want to do and enjoy my life. Shit comes in my life and all I need to do is learn from it. I'm being thankful and i'm optimistic. I'm Hatim and Timmy Tim and i'm aiming high. I might loose what physically around me but emotionally i'm still smiling.

I'm doing well at the moment with all the shits around me. Love you Princess, please don't feel bad. We'll get over with this and face life together the way that we want to.

Selamat Hari Raya

2008-09-29T12:09:00.002+08:00

I would like to invite all readers and friends to my place in Cheras during this Hari Raya season. Please do call me before dropping over to my place just to make sure that i will be around. Whoever traveling back to hometown, please drive safely and please check your car prior driving back to hometown. I'll be here in Cheras during the season and wun be traveling anywhere so, just drop by to my place anytime when you are free.

I would like to wish to all Muslims "Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri, maaf zahir dan batin sekiranya ada terkasar bahasa, tersalah perkataan dan terguris hari."

The itenerary for guests that had confirmed attendance are:

Princess and family: Thursday 12PM
Nick + wife, Eric + wife : Thursday 2PM
The rest?: Please call me first to organize timing

Cheers,
Hatim

Another one arrested

2008-09-18T09:29:00.002+08:00

Well........... previously penarik beca who got arrested. The reason, well you might have noticed it but I guess he has his own reason for doing so. After penarik beca, then RPK, Theresa and Tan Hoon Cheng end up being ISAed. So far, only Penarik Beca and Tan Hoon Cheng has been released. Yesterday (18th September), another blogger arrested and he's known as Kickdefella (Sheikh). Thats not gonna be nice at all. Yesterday as well, Abdullah called Anwar as a treat to country's economic and security. Actually it sounds very fishy to me, just preparing for the worst as I heard rumours that Anwar might get picked up in the next few days. Gosh... these people are really power hunger. Calling kettle black where they are the one who's been trying to stay on power even when rakyat already hates them so much.

Adios.

Shoot the messenger!!! Shoot the messenger!!! Shoot the messenger!!!

2008-09-13T13:41:00.003+08:00

As we all had noticed that 3 persons had just been picked up by police yesterday under the ordinance of ISA (read here). These warriors are Raja Petra Kamarudin, Teresa Kok (Seputeh MP) and Tan Hoong Cheng of Sin Chew Daily. While Raja Petra and Teresa are politicos (which still I cant see any reason why they need to be detained under ISA, discussion is always the best to clear up any issues), Ms Tan is a REPORTER!! instead. Detaining a reporter who's reporting the truth (i repeat again THE TRUTH) is just SUPERBLY wrong especially when we are talking about democracy and freedom. Why can't you go and arrest those stupid reporters from Utusan and Berita Harian instead where they always sensationalised the issues and twisting the news. The reason why she was picked up because she was the one who reported regarding Ahmad Ismail (Datuk? Datuk my ass!!) regarding his racial statement. I've been monitoring the situation created by Ahmad Ismail since it was started in Permatang Pauh. Actually if public didnt push Abdullah Badawi to punish Ahmad, I believe that nothing will happend to Ahmad. Nothing, nada, walu, rien!! UMNO members are always invincible to Malaysia law. The only way for them to get charged are only 1) The UMNO leaders do not want them anymore in the party and they started to get charged from bribery to even unsettled parking tickets and 2) Back stabbing between party members.

Anyway, if opposition or normal public ever make that statement, they will get locked up inside ISA in no time but if UMNO member did that, he got 3 years punishment from party. Even the punishment, what the fuck does the party who ended up punishing him not Malaysian court of law? He didnt commit crime against UMNO but against Malaysian citizens instead. Since government is so keen on ISA, let see if Abdullah gonna throw that donkey inside Kamunting for few years and torture him like how did police do to Anwar previously. Are you up to it Abdullah? Nope? guess you are just too old to be classified as someone who has balls.

So, next time when people report anything wrong regarding UMNO leaders, just remember shoot the messenger!!. If you think this has never happened before try to refresh your memory of issues regarding that Thamby Chik of Melaka, and how Raja Petra reported against Najib and he's the one who ended up being arrested instead of Najib while when that Saiful guy reported against Anwar, Anwar ended up being arrested. Double standard!!! anyway... UMNO, instead of investigating the people being reported but they investigate the messenger and shoot him instead. Fuck you lah!!

Of me, Princess and Emily

2008-09-13T11:57:00.006+08:00

Life has been tiring recently. Several projects kicks on at the same time and everybody was rushing for the deadlines. Other than that, life is cool and i'm being thankful for the state that i'm in.

Princess is moving from Nielsen to Standard Charted soon :D :D with more money so im happy for her. All the best to you Princess Sue. I've just registered myself, Emily and Princess for HPC (High Performance Challenge) for this November. I'm looking forward to. Woot!! Woot!! Woot!!. Just changed the tires for Emily and I got a good deal for Dunlop Direzza at SS2 tire shop. 18 / 225 for RM 560 (front) and 18/235 for RM 600 (rear). So, now Emily is running with 4 new tires and i'm happy with it. Nope, i'm not gonna put Toyo, Pirelli, Michelin or other brands. No money :p :p I've just realised how light RX8 original rims ar. Well, even thought not as light as those aftermarket performance rims but still, think its very light for an 18 inch :D. Its weight at 9.7kg per piece while compared to after market rims: Work Meister S1 (8.5KG), ADVAN RS (8KG), Volks RE30 (18/8,5 = 7.7KG and 18/9.5 = 8.1KG) and G Games 77f VIAO at 9.29KG. I love my rims even thought not as light as my friends but still, its light enough compared to those Taiwanese rims available on the market :D

On the other hand, Eric is joining SAPSB. WHAT???? bwahahahhahahahahhahahha tu la ngko, dulu ngko kutuk sangat mamat mamat kat SAPSB, skarang diaorang tunjuk duit, melompat ngko (i heard from Nick that he's being paid a fortune to jump over)

Anyway, Malaysian politic is going from bad to worse, UMNO is killing each other right now. :)

Take care.

HPE Woot!! Woot!! Woot!!

Dunlop Direzza :)

3307, should be middle of 2007 :D

Berbuka puasa with Princess at Strawberry Fields in PJ State

After a while...

2008-09-03T09:53:00.006+08:00

In the last few weeks, my mind had been working overtime just to accommodate all troubles from the smallest trouble in my life till the biggest. Nothing much that I can do except by being thankful and appreciate what I have in my life. It could be worse actually.

My integrity and intelligence was trampled out of anger and you know what? i'm still cool. :D :D

My trust and honesty was betrayed.

I was being disrespected as a friend.

And the most recent thing "based from his blog, he has fantabulous ego".

Actually lots of things in my head that I don't think that I really deserve to face it but somehow sometimes I managed to move that to the positive side of my brain. By doing that i'm hoping that i could learn a lesson from it which i think I did. At least a bit :)

Actually, this is the tone down version of the original post which i had drafted and saved. I just don't have the heart to post it cause if i do, the impact would be real bad. By the end, we all human being with feelings. Even how angry we are, lets try to face it with the proper intelligent way. Sometimes I do pull myself back during arguments just because i was trying to cool myself down from being so rude and I think I did well. Some of you might have known how rude was I last time. :)

Yes, I'm an arrogant, rude guy with fantabulous ego. So? i'm not important enough till the world would get effected by my ego and it goes the same with you, who are not big enough till the world will get effected by your stupidity. So, get a life will ya.

We are all might be working for the same result but im taking different routes. Success is never common and it takes more than commoners to be successful.
Cause.............. The finest steel has to go through the hottest fire (As per today's qoute )

Roger and out.

Some pictures throughout the weeks:

Ini nama dia putih

Ini pulak Hitam (Blackie)

They are the new member in my family. :D

Ini Putih tengah tengok Animal Planet :D :D

Emily Hospitalized

Emily few days before during raining

Emily in the morning from Princess's car at PJ State

Emily at 9:30 in the evening. Heater hose broke

Arrived at ST Wangan around 10 in the evening

Emily on a tow car

This cikgu sekolah is known as...

Princess Sue

Or even Baby Sue :D :D

Dilemma

2008-08-27T12:15:00.003+08:00

okie... Anwar has won Permatang Pauh by 15K+ majority... well.. u all might know it already. If u havent know bout this yet I guess you are not even interested on how is Malaysian politics is going. So, dun bother about it.

The dilemma here is that should I go to Beijing or not? No, not to participate in Olympic which has finished nor to clean up the city from the olympic mess but to work for Matt's new project. The thing is that I already started to live comfortably here in Malaysia. I have my mom, my baby Princess and Emily here beside me. So, what else that i want in my life? more money, yes.

Compare to my previous migration which was to OZ, i didnt have anybody that depended on me that time. I was more off told my mom that I wanna go to OZ and work and then pack my stuffs, call travelling company and there i'm off. But now, the scenario is different. I have my mom who is retired already and depending on me. I love my baby Princess so much and i love the freedom that I have with Emily (minus the expenditure yeah).

Life is about gambling. If you don't gamble in your life, you won't be much different from everybody else. So, should I gamble again? The last time I gamble I learnt a lot from it which put me where I am at the moment so, will this one worth doing?

Emily: I'm gonna sell it. 110K to whoever wants it
Baby Princess: Asking me to go and earn. 1 year is not long.
My mom: (will update you once i got answer from her)
Friends: (Dunno, i dun have much friend. Will ask Ajoy what does he thinks. Congrats on the PS3 dude)

I will update this post again after this.
Roger and out.
Hatim

Anak Melayu Anak Saya, Anak Cina Anak Saya, Anak India Anak Saya

2008-08-20T16:52:00.003+08:00

I have to post this letter to Anwar Ibrahim from Haris Ibrahim. Below is the excerpt from the letter

I have attended many of your ceramah but, quite frankly, this was the first time that I heard you speak with humility, particularly your appeal to any who might feel inclined to go to Permatang Pauh to help in your election campaign.

What particularly touched me and my family who were present, something that has also got the mention of G. Krishnan in his blog today, was when you said :

‘Anak Melayu, anak kita, anak Cina anak kita, anak India, pun anak kita. Mengapa harus kita bezakan?”

Yeah, we all are brothers and sisters. Let's work for 1 bangsa called Bangsa Malaysia and everybody with equal opportunity.

What i've been reading

2008-08-13T09:56:00.007+08:00

These are what i've been reading and following in the last few days:

UiTM slams MB's proposal (The Star)
My Comment: If you want to keep being stupid, go and study at UiTM. WHAT IS WRONG WITH COMPETITION? what is wrong with that?? were EVERY MALAYS that born came with lower IQ than other races? make studying competitive so that we can produce lots of intellectuals rather than some stupid moron who keep begging government for projects. We have UIA and I believe its open for everybody all around the world even though it's name stated Islamic University of Malaysia. UiTM is not Sekolah Agama!!! Sekolah Agama is for Muslims regardless of race but UiTM is a university for Malaysians. Not Malays.... stop being racist for godness sake. I know it's easier to be stupid than intellectual but at least try to learn how to live in a multi cultural society. Actually, I dun even believe in those Malay quota thingy for university intake. If you are stupid enough for a university, then go and study somewhere else you idiot!!!! Look at TMNET, how the service sucks cause lack of competitions or even Proton with government support for them to face their competitors and their quality. Stupid Malays...

p/s: in sports we have normal olympic, disabled olympics and Gay and Lesbians Olympic (well, they do exists). The point here is to highlights the differences between humans so that they compete fairly between each other. Do not ask me why they do have Gay and Lesbians olympic; probably either they are weaker than normal human being or.. they might be actually stronger than normal people. While in Malaysia, we have universities that's available for all races and a university just for Malay. So, since universities is all about knowledge and competing between each other to gain better results, look like UiTM is for stupid students who can't even compete with other races. They are fighting in their own fight :D

Will Anwar sells us out?
My Comment: Well, does he has anything else to sell after what UMNO had done to Malaysia all these time? Even though i don't really trust Anwar as he's an ex-UMNO and for me ex-UMNO is an ex-UMNO. They all act with money in mind but still, he's a better bet than Abdullah Badawi or worse still Najib Tun Razak.
Is he an agent from USA or Israel? Well, if he's befriend with somebody from White House or Israel, we can't assumed that he's their agent. Same thing when Indonesia president lay supports towards him, we didn't call him an Indonesian agent or even when several Ulamaks all around the world signs petition asking his charges to be dropped, we don't call him an Islamist agent who's trying to sell Malaysia to Bin Laden. Talking about foreign agent, when we have several UMNO members and chronies being close to Singapore, we end up loosing Batu Puteh. Now, who's an agent here? and Malaysia end up being sold to who again?? oh..... UMNO. If PKR doesn't work out, we'll bring out another reformation and toppled them down and choose somebody else to lead this country. We still have several more good parties except DAP. I just can't give a damn about the arrogant and rude DAP especially with the songkok issue recently. If you go to somebody's house and required to take off your shoes in order to enter, do u take off your shoes and obey the house rules or simply just walk in with your shoes on? Its just a simple bloody common sense. The same thing here, there's rule and protocol that you need to put songkok when you go and see Sultan in palace, just FUCKING wear it. Wearing songkok is not making you a Malay nor Muslim you idiot nor wearing suit will make you an Ang Mor automatically. It's bloody culture and I don't see you wearing short and singlet during Chinese New Year or attending temple either!! Another stupid moron after UMNO. Sigh....

Mahathir is going to migrate if Anwar becoming Prime Minister
My Comment: sigh.... following Thanksin footstep is it? When Anwar were charged with sodomy 10 years ago, we didnt see him migrating to anywhere and when accused for the second time recently, i think the furthest place that he went to look for political assylum was Turkish Embassy and that is within 50KM from his house. And Mahathir? no proper accusation yet by Anwar but he already ready to pack his bag. I can see that you don't feel like rooting inside prison around this age right? :D

Bringing PAS into UMNO
My Comment: It's not really a stupid idea actually. No, I mean it, its not. One party is fighting for Malay supremacy and then other one is fighting for Islamic state but we have to look properly as in which party that is actually 'honestly' fighting. Does PAS fight for Islamic state since started? Yeah they do. 40 years ago they were still with the same agenda as today and they show very good examples to other states how Islam rules the state by managing Kelantan. No doubt about it even though not all of what they are fighting for already accomplished but they are working hard for it. How about UMNO? fighting for Malay? well, it might be right 30 to 60 years ago but now? Mahathir starts it with cronysm and then follow by Pak Lah. So, their fight is all about cronies at the moment. If you think you can go high by stepping on people's head then go and join UMNO. U might be making billion soon. So, what triggers this Muzakarah? well, easy.... UMNO is hurt at the moment. They are loosing lots of trust from voters and they are afraid that their days are numbered. Thats about it. A very good reply from Murshidul Am Pas Tok Guru Nik Aziz to UMNO and power hunger PAS member "When they (UMNO) were strong, they crushed us but when they are weak then they are asking us to join forces." For me, thats good enough for me to avoid UMNO the rest of my life.

Well... have a nice day guys...

Ok this is how it goes...

2008-08-12T15:15:00.004+08:00

Yesterday evening (11/08/2008), i received an MMS from Princess, and this is how the MMS look like

Got it! =) c ur baby sue, so clever to snap =) they gave u new lenses cos d old ones x fit.bt x armani case they said its claimed.if u wan, v can insist later.

This is something that i've been waiting for the last few months. I broke my Armani which I got last year and send it for repair/warranty claim. They claimed that they send the frame back to Italy to get it fix and temporarily I have to use my old Oakley glasses. Me and Princess has been harrasing the optical shop (City Optic) in Bukit Tinggi once every few weeks to check the status of my glasses until last Saturday evening when I went there with Princess, they decided to replace my broken Armani with a brand new one instead. They asked me to come back on Sunday evening to choose which frame that I want cause they dun have much choices on that branch and I chose something that almost similar to Princess's glasses (Princess said its a couple's glasses). By Monday lunch time, they already called me and informing that the glasses is done. Princess picked it up on monday evening and already on my face by Tuesday morning. Xie Xie Princess!!!!

Here are the pics of the new glasses

Nice right?? :D :D :D

Bella Luna

2008-08-06T18:39:00.002+08:00

For my friend Ajoy who's at home playing guitar. Beautiful song to share between you
and me. I love metaphors but until now I still couldnt understand what is this song
about. It's either moon... or a woman.. but still... one the best song for my ear at
the moment . Enjoy it bro and the tab is below hahahahahhaha




Intro- Am E Dm Am

Am
mystery the moon
E
a hole in the sky
Dm
a supernatural nightlight
Am
so full but often right
Dm
a pair of eyes a closin' one
Am
a chosen child of golden sun
E
a marble dog that chases cars
E
to farthest reaches of the beach and far beyond into the swimming sea of stars

Break- Am Dm E (2x)

Am
a cosmic fish they love to kiss
E
they're giving birth to constellation
Dm
no riffs and oh no reservation
Am
if they should fall you get a wish or dedication
Dm
may I suggest you get the best
Am
for nothing less than you and i
E
let's take a chance as this romance is rising over before we lose the
lighting


Dm
oh bella bella please
C
bella you beautiful luna
G
oh bella do you do
Am
do do do do do

Break- Am E Dm  E

Am
you are an illuminated anchor
E
of leads to infinite number
Dm
crashing waves and breaking thunder
Am
tiding the evenflows of hunger
Dm
you're dancing naked there for me
Am
you expose all memory
Am
you make the most of boundary
E
you're the ghost of royalty imposing love
E
you are the queen and king combining everything
E                                               Dm
into twining like a ring around the finger of a girl
        G                   C
i'm just a singer, you're the world
Am
all I can bring ya
     Dm            E
is the language of a lover


Dm     G     C       Am
bella luna, my balloona
Dm                      G      E
how you swoon me like no other



Break-Am Dm G C Am Dm E


Dm
may I suggest you get the best
                 Am
of your wish may I insist
                                       E
that no contest for little you or smaller i
                                    Am
a larger chance happened, all them they lie
                               Dm     G
on the rise, on the brink of our lives
   C
bella please
    Am            Dm
bella you beautiful luna
            G        E       Dm
oh bella do what you do
    G    C                          Am
bella luna,   my  beautiful beautiful moon
Dm                       G          E
how you swoon me like no other, oh oh oh

Ending
Am  E Dm Am  Dm E  Am

Feel for you bro

2008-08-04T10:21:00.003+08:00

I Feel for your bro........

even though the comment from the owner... "well... it's not really that bad as it looks"... but... uhm..... anyway some of you know who is he...

Tribute to the black 4AT RX8... owned by 'The Ring Leader'

The front of the car

The side of it

The rear

Cost of rebuild? dun bother asking...... Half cut of RX8 without engine is already around RM 40K

Another Interesting News

2008-07-23T14:16:00.005+08:00

Well... another interesting news from Malaysian Politics.... where by the end, it's all related to one another.

I decided to keep mum for a while regarding Anwar Ibrahim and Saiful Bukhari which Saiful accused Anwar sodomized him. Please note that the word SODOMIZED being used here instead of sexual intercourse those it means Saiful was RAPED by Anwar. So, I decided to go and search for this kid called Saiful Bahari and see what does he look like, professionally what kind of people he is and physically how weak he is till a very old man can force him and rape him. Well, the searching ends up very fruitful. Here are the result from what I got from the blogs around the net

Musang Berbulu Ayam (1)
Musang Berbulu Ayam (2)
Musang Berbulu Ayam (3)
Musang Berbulu Ayam (4)

From the links above, the posts was dated from early this year and currently the blog is secured and only authorized user can access and somehow I managed to find the links to google's cache somewhere on the net :D Read it before it goes out vanish into thin air. Somehow PKR already know that this Saiful guy is someone who can't be trusted but they still let him join but keeping close eyes of him. From the post above, we can see that Saiful is a UNITEN dropout and wishing to become a pilot (huh? i dun think its safe to let a school dropout to pilot an airplane, just not safe). He as well a power maniac (gila kuasa) who will do something for return or media exposure. Typical... typical :D

Here another one from Rocky Bru which is worth reading and from his own coursemate that can be read here and you can see his picture and his fiancee here.

I'm not going to judge who's right and who's wrong here but i just want to make my statement clear but for sure, there's one party who is telling right and another party who's telling lies. To the party who is telling lies, FUCK YOU!! and to the party who end up victimized either Saiful or Anwar, may Allah be with you all the time and may justice prevails!!!

And back to the title.... Another Interesting News which can be read here from RPK. The reason that I put this link is not that I know what is right or what is wrong on this matter, I didn't even support RPK's Statutory regarding Altantunya because I can't somehow believe that it's true. So, the same thing here as stated by RPK that he has evidence / saksi for Saiful's case. I leave it to you for your own judgement.

By the end, neither me nor you want our country to be lead by sodomizer or a mafiaso familiy that consists of theives and killers. Since nothing has yet comes out from this issue/drama then I think we leave the judgement to ourself.

Oh yeah.. 1 more thing before i forget, if you ever been sodomized by somebody or... you are a dropout from school and you need scholarship from government, please pay a visit to Najib. This were the reason why Saiful met Najib prior making a report to police station regarding sodomy. Our DPM is always open for rakyat to go and mengadu. "MY ASS"!!!

Cheers,
Hatim

p/s: excuse me with my sentences above. Somehow im a bit lazy to write and correct it :D Read as it is hahahahhaha

Then I started thinking.... again....

2008-07-21T13:25:00.005+08:00

Was with my mom last Sunday buying raya clothes for my sister's family who is currently residing in UK. We were considering to shop in PKNS Bangi, PKNS Shah Alam and by the end decided to head to Jalan Masjid India instead. Jalan Masjid India is not really a familiar place for me as there's no business for me to be there except last Sunday. I started Emily off, and head there just after 2PM.

While my mom was busy choosing clothes for my sister's family, I decided to stand next to Emily which was parked just by the road side. Please note that there's no way that you can find an appropriate parking nearby there. It was full with people and tons of car thus resulted parking just by the road side.

While waiting and smoking beside my car, i stumbled upon a scene which I havent seen for ages. A blind couple singing to earn a living.

It touched me when I saw them there. They looked like properly organized with keyboard, speakers, generator and a wooden box for donation. Somebody must had dropped them there to sing. Might be their kids, friends... or anybody who cares.

It left me thinking and being thankful. When was the last time that I was comparing the state of I am to people who are worse than me? So, while puffing my cigarette my mind started to roam all around the street through all of the unfamiliar faces. What business that bring them there, how their financial situations are, have they had their meal yet?

It's hard to know that even though people earn less than me, they still can make a living. They complained, but the people who have to listen to their complains are too high up in places those their voices are unheard of. I'm thankful that i was born in a family which are good enough to bring me to the level where I am at the moment. With the help of my surroundings, my family, myself and God, I am where I am at the moment.

How about those people who have to do those kind of odd jobs, depending on people's sympathy to make ends meet and what happen if it rains? How can they sing and earn a meal from it? On a windy afternoon, I can see several passing crowds pushing notes to the donation box and i'm hoping that today's collection is good enough to cover rainy days and weekdays where less people there on that street to hand them those notes.

I'm thankful at the state I am and wish that everybody around me feel the same so. We are still breathing and not missing any of our meal and some of us even have extra notes for little luxury like cigarettes, branded clothes and expensive meal once in a blue moon......just be thankful of that and by the end, we all going to return back to The One. So, I decided to care more of my surroundings and try to offer help whenever its possible to the needies.

While my mind was deep thinking, my mom pat my shoulder and said "Dah... jom balik, dah habis beli". Then I jumped inside Emily heading back home leaving the place where I once put my foot on and left me thinking deep. I won't be buying any new clothes for raya, I wun be driving anywhere far during raya holiday as I already have my mom beside me and she's more than enough for me and I will be spending less during Ramadhan as I eat really less during that month. I already have everything that I need around me which what I need right now is just something that I can use to continue my current life which is money. Still looking around for part time job for weekends and after hours :D :D :D.

Hatim

Urgh... penat

2008-06-25T21:55:00.002+08:00

Well, June was really tiring. Less money to spend, credit cards to worry which i've already cancelled one and with one credit card left at the moment which i've been trying to spend my salary wisely which is just enough till the end of the month provided no excesses spending during the month.

Me and princess had been looking for part time job for a while. So far, nothing comes back for my side but I ended up with 2 calls for interviews for a full time job instead. Uhm........... Branded3 is not a bad place to be but just that I'm currently struggling with my salary and the offers are a bit hard to resist... we'll see..........

Well, not really nothing comes back from the side income. They were jobs but just that didn't get materialised. For example, the astrologist's project which i didnt get a call back and a very interesting job that i want to share with you here.

I've been offered a job by somebody in one of Malaysian's private college as a part time lecturer. I will be paid hourly as in, how many hours that I end up teaching in a month. She (the proposer) asked me to write a proposal to the college and send it to her and she will submit it for me which was successfully accepted. If I manage to do that job, my financial situation will be better and my life after this won't be affected much with current economic problems. I'm free to do it, im keen to do it but just one thing that disturbs my mind. It actually a personal problem. Before I submit the proposal, the girl / lady who proposed to me contacted me again and stroke a deal with me. The deal is that she will adds RM 1,000 more to my monthly pay check from her college but I need to give her that RM 1,000 while I still keep the rest which what I asked from the college. Sounds like a fair deal, I'll still get the money that I asked and the extra RM 1,000 that I need to give is perfectly legal as it's stated that I asked that kind of money by the end of the month (even though I asked RM 1,000 less but stated in my proposal is my requested money plus that RM 1,000). At first, i feel ok with it and princess feels ok with it as well but after few days of thinking, I start to feel bad. People have to work hard to earn money even though its RM 1,000 but she just need to spread her leg at home and rub her clit and then she gets RM 1,000 a month out of nothing. It's not a once pay off thingy but it's a monthly thingy. This kind of attitude really pissed me off actually. Typical government official style of operations that's full with corruptions and duit kopi. I consider this as a duit kopi. It's not that i'm not sympatised with people's burden especially with current economic situation but I cant just accept that somebody sits down at home and just get the money every month.

TheProposer (6/13/2008 4:21:38 PM): jgn lupa proposal
TheProposer (6/13/2008 4:21:48 PM): dlm tuh nyatakan skali braper g u charge
Hatim Abdullah (6/13/2008 4:21:52 PM): ok...most probably tomorrow as im still busy
Hatim Abdullah (6/13/2008 4:21:54 PM): ok....
TheProposer (6/13/2008 4:21:58 PM): depends on jam credit
TheProposer (6/13/2008 4:21:59 PM): ok
TheProposer (6/13/2008 5:01:59 PM): dah ada perubahan
TheProposer (6/13/2008 5:02:20 PM): u ambil X000=20session
TheProposer (6/13/2008 5:02:32 PM): tapi saya akan buat X000=20 session (X000 + 1,000)
Hatim Abdullah (6/13/2008 5:03:04 PM): okie... thats good.. thank you
TheProposer (6/13/2008 5:03:12 PM): so bila dia byr you X,000 + 1,000
TheProposer (6/13/2008 5:03:19 PM): u bagilah dkt saya skit
TheProposer (6/13/2008 5:03:22 PM): ok tak?
Hatim Abdullah (6/13/2008 5:03:28 PM): okie... I will...
TheProposer (6/13/2008 5:03:29 PM): u ambik X
TheProposer (6/13/2008 5:03:34 PM): saya ambik 1k
Hatim Abdullah (6/13/2008 5:03:36 PM): okie
TheProposer (6/13/2008 5:03:39 PM):
Hatim Abdullah (6/13/2008 5:03:49 PM): no worries about that
TheProposer (6/13/2008 5:04:05 PM): so dlm proposal u ckp
TheProposer (6/13/2008 5:04:16 PM): satu courses = 40h = X000 + 1,000
TheProposer (6/13/2008 5:04:18 PM): deal
Hatim Abdullah (6/13/2008 5:04:23 PM): deal!!

Sorry, i take back my word... DEAL?? FUCK OFF!!!!

So, thanks to UMNO (which i prefer to push these kinda bad attitudes because they are good at stealing people money) for teaching government official on how to make duit kopi the right way thus can be inherited by their kids (which we can see from Mahathir reign to Abdullah, its all about their fucking cronies) and these people just learn what their parent and everybody around them do.

I rest my case.

This post is a bit rude yeah? hehehehheheh

My Princess

2008-06-19T15:01:00.003+08:00

Well... few days ago Princess drop me few MP3s to my laptop and 1 of them is this song which i enjoy so much at the moment................ So I guess you all shud enjoy it as well :D :D

From Kanye West Featuring Chris Martin... HOMECOMING....

Do you think bout me now and then?
Do you think bout me now and then?
Cause im coming home again.......
Kaaaaming home....

And today....

2008-06-12T11:45:00.002+08:00

I chatted with Matt in the morning..... here are some of the excerpt of the conversation

Matt says:
k dude, its a start up back in Oz, [Project Description] with [Client]. First country and then into the rest of asia except China
Matt says:
it doesn't mean going back to Oz. this time we are all online
Matt says:
but its gonna need integration into SMSC's etc in the region. You can work from KL if you want
Master Roshi says:
SMSC? i have no problem with that...... actually i dun mind working with it at all
Matt says:
yep ok cool. This is the plan. Secure licence (90% there) and then get $/partner with someone back in Oz., quite possibly [Matt's friend] in Mel
Master Roshi says:
cool
Master Roshi says:
programming work in KL?
Matt says:
......its gonna be afterhours dude, but I need your input
Master Roshi says:
afterhours? what do u mean?
Matt says:
........yep.
Matt says:
in the evening. or in your free time
Master Roshi says:
will system be based in OZ? or china? or somewhere else?
Matt says:
Oz

uhm.............. I miss Australia..... either Brisbane or Melbourne... its such a beautiful place. I wanna head back there if there's opportunity and if this time I end up in OZ again... it would be 2 people there instead of 1. Well, I need someone to hug me..... don't you?

:D :D :D

Anyway it's still on the development process... and no money for me yet.... but.... it's still cool :D

It has been a while...

2008-06-11T09:43:00.002+08:00

Well,
It has been a while since my last post. Life had been hectic with projects and such. Too tired to pen down even few lines of updates to this blog. So, somehow this post got written somewhere between the project deadlines and smoking session :D

As we all had known, recent price hike to fuel price was too high to absorb by ordinary people like us. I still couldnt make up my mind as which side should I support, should I support the price hike or shouldnt i? The pros of supporting the price hike is that our nation would be freer than before that we won't be too dependent to government subsidy.

The reason that we feel the after shock so much is because we are just too dependent to the subsidies and almost all important commodities in Malaysia are subsidized those created a nation that's too dependent on government. Cooking oils, flours and rice to name a few that are currently being subsidized by government and somehow people couldnt live without the subsidies. By the end, government has to fork up lots of money each time the price of commodities rise till the its not bearable to government to pay for it anymore. All these money that saved from subsidies can be used for development those without realizing, Malaysians are actually sharing their wealth with their brothers and sisters in making this country the one to live at.

On the other hand, we are among the few countries who are producing oils. We dig our own oil, process it ourself but we somehow couldnt sell it to a cheaper price to our own rakyat. Its somehow ridiculous that we have to sell our own fuel to our own people using international price. I can't think of anything else than profit making. So, Petronas who was previously founded to help rakyat are now turned into a profit making company. Right now Malaysians and foreigners are the same to Petronas eyes. Everybody have to pay full price for petrol even though the oil dig is coming from Malaysia. Not that it's coming from Sudan or Indonesia. But, it's from Malaysia to Malaysian yet we are treated as foreigners. Another thing that I found amusing is that how government is trying to compare it other neighboring countries. Singaporean is paying more than RM 5 bucks per liter and we are still paying RM 2.7. So, our fuel is actually cheaper for our own rakyat compared to Singaporean. Whoever agree to this shit is actually damn stupid. You must had cheated in all of your exams in schools. Yes, Singaporean do actually pay more than RM 5 per liter of fuel but why?

They don't have oil so that they have to buy them from international market
Their buying power / currency is stronger than us thus making RM 5 bucks / SG 2 is nothing much to them. We have to compare the average mid income earners and their food basket. Like how many percent of your salary are end up paying for food for family and fuel? 80%? 70%? Their food basket and fuel is costing around 50% from their salary while ours is currently hitting 80% which is very high.
Their public transportation system is better than us. Our Rapid KL / Rapid Penang sucks big time. One more thing that you don't know, Rapid KL and Rapid Penang are belong to Khazanah and actually we are the one who are financing its business. Rapid KL has more than 1000 buses which are currently not moving but yet they are still buying buses from distributor. Do you know who distributes buses to Rapid KL / Penang? Yeah, thats right... Scomi. Read here to know more about this crazy deal between Pak Lah and his family member to steal rakyat's hard earn money. Seriously, if this is right... I'LL PEE ON YOUR GRAVE AFTER YOU DIE!!!

I believe in couple of months, rakyat will get used to everything around us that hikes due to fuel price hike and we'll just fit back to our life as before by adjusting our salary to the price of our food basket and etc.

I still dunno either to oppose or support the fuel price hike. It's supposed to help Malaysians to make them stronger facing this life and eases government burden and more money for rakyat for development but we end up with making Pak Lah's family richer. I still havent fueled up my cars since the price hike. I've been told that Emily roughly gonna cost me around RM 140 per tank with 97 octane or Rm 170 per tank on 100 octane (V Power) while Siti was previously costing around RM 60 per fill up those i think gonna go up around RM 80 bucks.

By the end, I still have my dearest Mom, my most loving Princess, friends who supports, assholes who annoys and government who fucks its own nation. All the best to all Malaysians who suffer.

Long but fast weekend :D

2008-05-20T13:28:00.016+08:00

Saturday:
Promised to go pak thor with Princess but Emily was complaining. It was all started on Friday night when I go and meet up the guys of RX8 club Malaysia for TT. The session was at SS14 PJ and roughly 17 cars were there. The session was informative and managed to make lots of new friends and they helped me a lot with Emily. On the way back home around 1:30 I realized something was not right, I was chasing James and Ken on Federal heading to Cheras when suddenly my temperature was a bit higher from where its supposed to be and my throttle response was slower. I was like SHITTTTEEEE.... this is not good at all!!

Then on Saturday morning, SMSed Princess telling her that I most likely wun be meeting her on that day then I head out to Sunway. To the suggested place to check Emily called ST Wangan.

I arrived before they even open it.

By midday, ST Wangan was full with RX8s.

I asked them to give Emily a full check, normal service, transmission oil flushing and engine compression test. While waiting for the work to be done, Hafiz arrived with his blue RX8. He's known as 1 hell of a RX8 driver. He told me that he wanna modify his exhaust so, rather than waiting there at Wangan for my car to be done, he invited me to follow him to the exhaust shop. I followed him to an exhaust shop just behind Wangan and we chatted while waiting to get his exhaust done. After the exhaust is done, then he invited me to join him for a 'test run'. Well, a 'test run' from a guy that is known as a crazy driver in the club is not for a faint hearted. We spent almost 15 minutes doing burnouts, drifting and donuts at Sunway and I tell you, this guy is crazy. He can just stop in the middle of the road, do donuts and all other cars have to stop and once he's done then other cars can use the road. One hell of a crazy guy.

After the 'test run' we head back to Wangan and met few guys there like Effie and Hans. My car was on the final stage where the compression test is being done. I watched patiently while waiting for the compression test to finish. This is the most critical moment in every Rotary owner as the test would tell how hard the car had been driven before. If the test is lower than 6 points then engine rebuilt is needed (which is common for Rotary. Rotary owner rebuild their engine between 70k to 100K mileage). By failing to rebuild the engine, the engine WILL (not might) blown up anytime soon and it will cost a lot more to rebuild it once blown. The cost of rebuilding a 13B on RX8 is around RM 10K to RM 20K depending on damage and parts that need to be changed.

My compression test end up positive. Thank God. Both of my rotors was running between 8.6 to 9.2 which is very good considering the age of the car. Even recon cars that my friends posted on the site is doing under 9 and my car managed to get above 9. Cool!!. Anyway the conclusion of Emily is that, previous owner was not a car enthusiasts thus he/she didnt take care of the car properly but the good thing was that he/she didnt throttle the car thus leaving my Emily's engine in a good shape. I'm happy :D :D

The whole service and test was costing me more than RM1K but due to the club membership (Thanks RX8 club Malaysia!!!!), we are entitled for discount at Wangan and somehow I got lots of discount for being a member of RX8 club Malaysia and a first time customer to Wangan. Cool!!!!. I end up paying almost 700 bucks for the whole lot.

Greddy F3 Rotary Engine Oil. Costly.......... almost 300 bucks per can and then have to be matched with GReddy Oil Filter... urgh.......

Arrived home by early evening..... tired.

Sunday
Woke up early with just one thing in my mind. AFOS!!!! Met Ken at McDonalds Taman Connaught at 8:20 and from there we head off to USJ R&R at Elite Highway to catch up with the rest of the club members.

Meeting up at Caltex USJ R&R on Elite Highway

Me, Ken and Jason (think so :p)

Gossiping whose car is faster before adjourn to Sepang

The petrol station

By 9:30 we all starts moving towards Sepang F1 track

Under heavy rains

Arrived in Sepang F1 track and waiting for our position

The queuing to get in was long............. :(

Were given sticker to attach to our windscreen so that we will be allowed to get in with our cars

Sits nicely above my RX8 club sticker :D :D

AND VOILA!!!

We left Sepang about 5PM and head to Taipan USJ for a drink. The drive to USJ was crazy with lots of drags and races happened along the way. After USJ, me and Ken head back home to Cheras. Oh yeah by the way, Ken lives in Alam Damai :D :D

Monday
Monday was another busy day for me and my Princess where we end up in Genting together. Was pushing up Emily's limit by climbing Genting and was chasing a Wira and a Nissan during the climbing until their car couldnt go anymore (upon seing those steep climbs) and then my Emily just drive nicely leaving those cars at the back. Hahahhahahhahahah

Hope you had a nice weekend as I was. Drive safely!!

Before i forget... a picture of 'Leng Lui' :D :D :D

How could you just don't love RX8.................

2008-05-11T10:17:00.003+08:00

It comes... with RX3...... RX6... RX7... and now RX8.......... even though RX8 is a non turbo machine (thanks GOD!!! even right now i have problem paying fuel for her) and people either put an aftermarket turbo and supercharged it... it just a sweet car which handles well on the road.... ahhhhhhhhhhh......................

It makes my eyes teary......................... Emily.... no i dun regret spending fuel on you hahahahhahahha

Edit:
I dun really feel like posting the pic of my car here but you call can view the pic of the car from

This link that's from Princess's blog
And this link from Ajoy&Mel's blog

Cheers,
Timmy Tim

Raja Petra Asked to Surrender

2008-05-06T09:59:00.006+08:00

Raja Petra had already been asked to attend court today and will be charged under Sedition Act. For whoever believe in freedom of speech are welcome to donate RM1 to this account below:

ONE RINGGIT ONE PERSON" RPK's court bail donation can be deposit into this account:

Bank: CIMB

Account No.: 14300214334050

Account Name Holder: Visvalinjam

When I say believe in freedom of speech.. I mean freedom of speech so if you are from UMNO so don't bother donating. The pledge can be read here. Even though they are asking RM 1 per person, I believe we all can do better for our freedom. :-)

Support freedom and ban ISA!!!

Update on donation:
By 4PM today (6th May), amount RM 24,500 had been transfered to Raja Petra and USD 3,283.61 through PayPal. Just for few hours hehehehhehehee. Raja Petra only needs RM 5,000 to be bailed out and he doesnt event wanna be bailed. Look like he's gonna end up at Sungai Buloh. You can read the latest update here

Regards,
Hatim

Cigarette Counter...........

2008-05-05T20:51:00.004+08:00

As I already promised... if Emily ever get born(which is something that's much anticipated), I'll quit smoking... so this is my cigarette counter. I've finished my last cigarette last sunday (May 4th) during lunch time and I still havent bought any since (unless stated otherwise below). So, this is my counter:

Sunday, May 4th: Final cigarette during lunch time. Can't remember how many sticks that I had that day
Monday, May 5th: 1 stick. Rembat Ryan's cigarette while inside his room
Tuesday, May 6th: 0 stick. :) :) :)

I'll be updating this post from time to time :D

Cheers,
Hatim

This blog

2008-05-05T12:12:00.009+08:00

This blog is temporarily changed to Tribute to Emily :: Patiently Waiting For the Birth until the fever is off. The Emily name was taken from here. Regards to the owner. I'm still eagerly waiting for the birth and hoping that everything is fine. Princess is eagerly waiting as well as i know it. :D :D

The birth might go through.... or might go not as the successful percentage is somewhat in the middle. So, I won't elaborate much on it until I see her out and alive.

Patiently Waiting...............

EDIT::
May 6 Morning: Got called today around 10AM. Still no news about Emily. I'm hoping to get news about her somewhere this afternoon. Urgh... all this waiting is killing me.... I'll keep updating you about Emily on this post. Keep checking this spot

May 6 Afternoon: By 4:30PM, no calls to Princess nor any other call came to me since the last call this morning. Princess asked me to ask gatekeeper bout the status, I decided to wait for 1 more day before asking the gate keeper about Emily's status.

May 7: 10 AM. Gatekeeper called. Emily almost on hand but I need to sacrifice a bit. My dignity and believe especially. Phew.... anyway I already confirmed with him asking him to deliver Emily to me and Princess was shouting with joy when i told her that :D

May 7: 2PM Looking very positive that Emily is gonna show up soon :D Money suddenly showing up :D

May 8: Paid this and that. Signed this and that. Looking forward either saturday or monday to my my Emily

Anwar Ibrahim

2008-05-02T10:55:00.004+08:00

Anwar Ibrahim is one of the World's Most Influential Person in 2008 as cited by Time's Magazine. The first muslim (as he's ranked 9th of the list) listed for this year as stated here. I'm not a big fan of Anwar. Never a fan of him actually. For me, UMNO members always an UMNO member either they still there or not thus have the same feeling towards PKR. For me, PKR is just another party to be used by X-UMNO members as stepping stone towards the government position or at least, making lots of money. It just because they can't succeed properly while in UMNO (because other sharks already controlling all the projects and monies) then they try to use PKR just in case one day PKR end up in power then they can start sucking citizen's blood from it. Well, by the end what choice do I have? As i truly believes, last elections does not mean that rakyat wants PKR, DAP, PAS(except Kelantan for sure) to rule BUT they are just sick and tired of BN. Thats all. So, basically if these alternative parties are not performing within the next 4 to 5 years to serve people properly, they will be buried alive till our grandchildren would not even know that these parties did exist.

These are the blogs/websites that I think worth mentioning not in particular order that worth reading to have a fair view of what had been happening around:
Uncle Zorro: he's cool
Muhammad Taib: The son of Muhammad. I hope that he already started learning English. It's really unacceptable if you can't speak English nowadays when you are among the top post in the country. Try to learn some english during your free time yeah?
Sun2Surf: Kinda interesting website. Worth reading
Pas Johor Bahru: with their ideology of 'Negara Islam' and the approach towards it, good luck. For me, Negara Islam is the same thing with Islam Hadhari, political and gimmick. It's all in the implementation that matters. Branding is just for losers and when you are trying to woo a mentally challenged people. Be nice to every race in Malaysia and they will pay you back with their votes and start branding this and that and try to say something that people do not understand then you will scare everybody away and people will try to blame you as extremist. Stop doing that then you'll be doing good. Malaysia are not for malays.... get that right.
Jeff Ooi: A blogger turned civil servant serving Penang. He had been through some rough times to bring justice to the victimized.
Mahathir Mohammad: At last. Something that had been waiting for a while. He might be one of the most corrupted leaders that Malaysia has had but, what he had done to Malaysia is what Malaysia is today. Some of his antics are not forgivable while some changes that he had done to Malaysia is unbeatable. He's a devil at worse and he's a saint. A nationalist to me sometimes.
Mohd Ali Rustam: Another coward from BN. He blocked comments from his blog cause he can't answer it but still worth reading to know what's in his mind.
Khir Toyo: The one who plays with the pig farm issue recently and by the end, the government found out that it was him who approved the project prior to PKR taking over the state. Now he just keep quite probably counting how many pigs can he raised from the project. He's among the few UMNO top leaders who has the guts to ask Abdullah to step down. The rest? I think Rafidah has bigger balls than them... if Rafidah dun have any then... well... they are worse hahahhaha

Roger and out

Of what i've been singing.............

2008-05-02T08:36:00.010+08:00

Of what i've been singing,
Again and again,
Of life and fate,
Future and past,
Again and again,

Of what i've been singing.......
Family and love,
Hatred, sacrifice, swindle, trust, money, attention, help, Australia, Mummy Mary and support

Of what i've been singing.............
Career and future,
MCTS, .NET, XP, VISTA, UNIX, UBUNTU SUCKS, dreams and money

Of what i've been singing.....
Relationship and jealousy,
Trust, betrayal, comfort, understanding, marriage, sex, breaking up again and again and adaptation

Of what i've been singing....
Life and financial ability,
House, car, investment, health, relationship, friends, sluts, heaven or hell, good or bad, alcohol and knowledge

Of what i've been singing...
World and politic,
Illuminati, world war III, politic is dirty, genocide, UMNO, PKR, PAS, DAP, jews, corruption and America

This is not a love song, this is not a love song, I don't speak my mother's tongue, no!! this is not a love song

We are living in America or at least one of it's shadows.
We are an opportunist which take every opportunity around us by hook or by crook.
Runner up is a first place loser.
Money buys everything including love.
Masturbation and orgasm is healthy.
Knowledge has no limit.
Stupidity has its advantages and intelligence kills.
Global warming is real and each single of us are contributing for it.
Life is not real unless you are mentally challenged.
Too many people around me who are so good in everything that they do which available anytime to give me free consultation on how should I manage my financial, life and relationship even though their situation is worse than me. Thank you.

Cause when my VTech kicks in, my RPM on red, that's when my life starts, where nothing around me does matters anymore. I lead my own life.

Raja Petra on TV1

2008-04-28T10:19:00.004+08:00

For whoever missed the blog tv show on TV1 last April 28th, you can view it here. Raja Petra was on TV and RTM1 got owned by him. Hahahahahhahahhahaha http://www.malaysia-today.net/2008/content/view/6726/1/ Click here to watch it.

Edit:
Total viewers for this specific show was 666,102 viewers and 208K people per minute. The number of people watched the show was higher than the weeks before. These numbers are correct as obtained by one of my trusted sources from a media research company. Thank you to you :D

You better watch as.. especially when Raja Petra called the host as... Communist hahahahhaha you better watch it.... RTM1 got owned and labeled communist by Raja Petra... hahahahhahah

Anyway my comment... the host is really have no idea what is he talking about... for example by giving comment that "itu mungkin kerana akhbar ini tertakluk kepada akta syarikat, tak gitu?" and kena lambast back from RPK by replying "taaaaaaaaaakkkkkkkkkkkkk............ its printing press and publication act..... akta cetak." Apala.... host pun bodoh hahahahahhaha

Cheers,
Hatim

Well... now we are getting it....

2008-04-25T09:36:00.005+08:00

The Star) PETALING JAYA: The Mongolian honorary consul-general to Malaysia Datuk Syed Abdul Rahman Alhabshi was shocked when he heard that Mongolia would sever political ties with Malaysia if the Altantuya Shaariibuu murder case was deemed to be unfair.

He said the Mongolian government had not officially made such a decision.

“I was shocked when I heard that statement on television just now,” he said.

Syed Abdul Rahman said the Mongolians were monitoring the trial very closely.

“The Mongolian prime minister has written to the Malaysian Prime Minister three times but there is still no reply. Mongolia should not be taken for granted,” he said.

Altantuya's father Dr Shaariibuu Setev had earlier told reporters at the PKR headquarters here yesterday that Mongolia would sever political ties with Malaysia if the judgment in the high-profile Altantuya murder case was deemed “irresponsible and unfair.”

Dr Shaariibuu, who claimed he was conveying this message on behalf of Mongolia's Prime Minister and Foreign Affairs Minister, said his country was tired of waiting for an outcome in the murder trial.

Taken from here where is originally from here.

So, what do we get here? A potential of losing diplomatic ties with Mongolia just because we are trying to save one of our big shot from getting his neck on the rope. We as well are responsible to take care of Altantunya kids for their studies and living until they are grown up as stated by international law. I cant imagine paying 2 kids living in Mongolia which i dont even have anything to do with them just because some horny, stingy and greedy bastard (over US 500K out of US 500,000,000) that are currently serving the nation. Here in Malaysia, we still have lots of kids that require good education and better housing but yet we prefer to go and pay for 2 Mongolian kids that got nothing to do with us directly but to only one of us. Oh okie... sorry... its our responsible because we actually voted for this man to represent us as our leader and when he makes mistake, it's actually our responsibility to be responsible for it.

So, why cant we actually support Malaysian kids who are in need instead of Mongolian? Well, we could, but still... "our leader" needs to go and fuck their (kids) mom's brains out first... and when he got bored with her and all the nagging.... then he will blow her up with C4... and then only IF those kids who lost their mother LUCKY ENOUGH... they will get support from government... if not? well, we can always accuse somebody else and use him as scapegoat. Hang him.. and then everybody will be happy. Well, not everybody.. the kids still lost their mother but at least they got their revenge by hanging the scapegoat. By the end, at least 2 people died :)

Summary, did we ever think about our leaders' moral values before selecting them as our leaders? With current issues from manslaughter, sexual scandals, robbing the nation blind, etc etc, we are actually that stupid who can't see them in a better view before selecting them. So, the one who lost is us and the one who win are them who are "holier than thou" and "the untouchables" (though only in India, Thailand and Philippine that they practice the untouchables. Now we have Malaysia in the list).

Disclaimer:
This article can make me:

Blown to pieces by C4
Killed by other means rather than C4
Jailed under ISA
Walked freely as a free man who can express his own opinion living in a free country which uphold moral values and respect

This article is result from:

Dissatisfaction in how government being run
Distressed by how low my ministers' moral values are
Sympathy towards the victim of the unfair juridical system (reminds of Indian movies with bad policemen :D)

I love Malaysia and i'm proud to be Malaysian. I do not speak on behalf of anybody nor I would love to be known as Malay Malaysian. I'm just a Malaysian and my race is called Malaysian!! I oppose all those race chauvinist pigs who think that their existence in this world, on this land, in this country is meant for them and no other races are better than them. We are equal, living in the land of God, sharing resources and working side by side for a better life.

Roger and out..........

And now I pronounce you....

2008-04-23T10:57:00.008+08:00

And now you are to be known as Mr and Mrs Hazrul. :D :D

Tahniah kepada Hazrul dan Mel diatas majlis pernikahan dan kenduri yang berlangsung pada 5th April 2008 di Larkin JB. I shud had post this thread few weeks ago but i've been waiting for pictures to arrive first and here it goes. I'm so honored to be selected as a Best Men for the wedding. Princess was there as well with me and Abang Man from Penang. Again, i would like to wish "Selamat pengantin baru kepada kedua mempelai, semoga berbahagia hingga ke anak cucu." You all can reach Ajoy's and Mel's at this location. Below are some of the pictures of the wedding which as well can be reach from here for the rest of the pics. Enjoy the pics :)

	Salam tangan Tok Kadi. Tok kadi tengah tahan sakit sebab kena gengam dengan kuat by Ajoy
	Ajoy's brothers and cousin. Tall songkok yeah? Johor style :D
	Ajoy's mom ready for her second daughter in-law :D
	Rombongan with all the dulang in front of Seri Malaysia hotel. Tempat persinggahan :D
	Best Man with his princess. The theme was green :D :D
All these with the outcome of.............................

Semoga berbahagia hingga keanak cucu

since that you are both just married... probably the article below interest you :)
http://www.baby-talk.co.uk/chinese_calendar.htm
and
http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/health/7358384.stm
:D :D

Sufiah Yusof

2008-04-17T09:18:00.004+08:00

I know it's a bit late to comment regarding this issue(that can be read here, here or here) but I prefer not to comment on this matter until I see the reaction of the public and government on it this. First thing off, we need to know that she's not a Malaysian. She may be was a Malaysian before but now she's British. She's a mixture between a Pakistani (Paki? :p :p) and a Malaysian. Public reactions are varies from people to people. Some people said we need to go and help her because she was originated from Malaysia (well, Che'nel too.. oh yeah.. she's not a prostitute. Actually there's a lot more Malaysian prostitute outside there but just that they happen not to be a math genius) and a Muslim (its Muslim's responsibilities to help other Muslim regardless of nationality).

Dr Mashitah Ibrahim(she actually stated before that it's ok to prostitute yourself if you cant find other way to support yourself financially and she's an Ustazah) proposed to government to set a team to fly to UK and bring Sufiah back to the right way. Well, I do agree prostitution is not the right way of life either morally or from religious point of view but, she's BRITISH. She's not even Malaysian even though she was but she's not anymore. That's my first point and the second one for godness sake are we morally good enough that we have to go to UK and try to help other people? Don't look too far, are our leaders morally good? Seriously. Then we look at rakyat, no prostitution in Malaysia? look at lorong Haji Taib, can you find any prostitute there? Karaoke bar? are there none of Malays/Muslim involved in prostitution either as client or running the business? Can we at least fix ourselves first before trying to fix other people or Dr Mashitah is just too blind to see what is happening here in Malaysia and at what level our morals are.

I oppose all type of useless money wasting campaign runs by government. Any campaign that's not bringing any value to public is a waste and should be stopped and this is one of it. The other are like those North Pole expedition and Everest expedition. I can't see any benefit of spending millions of dollars for those expeditions and very few rakyat is actually benefiting from it. Malaysian government is crazy.

Here is a comment from one of the reader on The Star and this an article from Malaysia Today regarding prostitution. It touches a bit on Sufiah story but telling us who's the real prostitute in this country. Read it and you will understand why did the author (Raja Petra Kamarudin) said it that way. As far as my understanding from the article, Dr Mashitah herself is a prostitute. She's selling her belief and moral for money and status which hopefully she can take it with her in afterlife. Hey, you can just pay me now and i'll burn you all those paper money, paper cars, paper houses for you later after you are dead. Promise, I'll do that.

New blog

2008-04-16T09:59:00.004+08:00

I've been thinking about creating this new blog for a while. I really need to start blogging about my IT experiences and knowledge so that it can be shared with all of the IT community. It's more of a portal where the knowledge can be shared and discussed between the professionals. This new blog will be focusing on C#, ASP.NET, VB.NET and probably a bit of Linux, XHTML and CSS on the side. Few other developments that I will put there including blogger template development, joomla or whatever language or application that I find interesting to develop. You may even request any topic that you want know more within my knowledge and if i'm free and able to help you then I would be happily explaining it to you in that blog for example; to explain Generic in Malay language and how to connect to Database using it. Yes, I would be happy to explain it to you provided it's within my knowledge (well, you can't expect me to know everything you know) and i'm not busy with something else.

Although my focus is always on .NET, i still consider myself as a dynamic technical guy who can take any languages that's thrown at him or any system/OS administration.

If you think My Technical Side is somewhere that you would love to contribute/write to, feel free to leave me a comment with your email and i'll be happy to include you as one of the contributor of the blog so that we all can post topics on the site. You can write about any technology that you want as long as its within the scope of IT. Automation? Aviation? Medical Science? Chemical Engineering? you got a wrong section dude. Language? it's either Malay or English. Other languages? Look somewhere else :) :)

Regards,
Hatim

Something to share with you :)

2008-04-14T11:30:00.002+08:00

Its pretty interesting where previously bloggers were labeled as jobless housewives who got nothing to do at home and end up writing some useless information on the net (well, you can find this issue on thestar.com.my.). By the end what we started to see is that several ruling party members already started blogging. Some here that I found and keep reading it from to time. Just wanna keep my mind straight. I dun exactly follow political party based on the name but I prefer to know inside out, read the opinions and understand their views so that I can make my decision.
Here's from Melaka to you

http://mohdalirustam.blogspot.com/ (which I doubt if he's the one writing this. He might had paid someone to write for him)

And from Selangor... try to read this post. This is the funniest of all:
http://drkhir.blogspot.com/2008/04/perubahan-kempimpinan-perlu-diikuti.html <+ Khir Toyo is asking PM to step down? WOW.. bwahahhahahhahahahha

Happy politicking. I can see that we are gonna see some interesting events in domestic political scene soon :D Who vote for me as minister of dangdut please raise their hands!!!!!

My Problem

2008-04-11T12:14:00.002+08:00

Well, if you guys expect something nice coming from this post after days of absent updating my blog then stop reading now. This is my complain about everything that has been in my head recently. Some are not even complain, just more off telling you whats in my head, that's all.

First, my financial situation hasn't been better since my last post complaining it. As you all might have guessed, my mom had been using most of our money on a "get-rich-quick" scheme (as that's how I would like to call it rather than "investment"). I do invest my money as well but i'm earning from it even though not much rather than my mom's crazy scheme. Now, we are really really on a hot soup. What I meant by hot soup is that it's too hot that if nothing changes in the next few days, we will be homeless here in KL. Its dead serious. With all of these useless furnitures inside my house, if moving out of the house is what gonna happen next please expect a lot of those crap shit end up in a river. I'm serious of it. My house just full of rubbish which my mom still reluctant to chuck it away which make my house really messy. Not that my house any better when im alone but just that the sense of having too much useless furnitures around me makes me headache. I can't even do work at home which the reason if I need to finish my work, i would rather do it in the office till early morning than staying at home. It's that annoying. Anyway, my eyes almost fill with tear when I heard the news bout my house. Thanks God that my life is going this crazy. I've been telling my mom since i was back in Australia when she started using my money for this stupid scheme to stop it. Invest money properly on Trust Funds or such but well... oh well... i'm fucked. Probably need to sell my ass after this to earn every fucking single cents to survive.

Apart from the stupid scheme which my family is involving in, nothing much had been happening that's really disturbing my head. It just that i have 3 projects that need to be done by 15th April. My weekend gonna be busy with working and yesterday, i had spend 20 hours of my 24 hours sitting on my chair in my office. I left my office at 5 in the morning. Yes, its that hectic and I got promoted as a technical manager for being good in what i'm doing. I'm not complaining about my work at all anyway as i'm happy with the way it goes right now.

Anyway, life sucks. Nothing going better in my life except my relationship and my career. The rest? i'm fucked.

Adios

Last week

2008-03-24T10:46:00.014+08:00

Photo collection of last week's events. Nothing much to write though

Princess............


Testing Kebaya for kenduri	Sorry, have to post this wan. Nyonya tgh marah salesgirl.

Muka serious :D :D I like this pic	gambar kaki :D :D

Pangkor..........


I'm fat	But a happy fat guy

Smoking kills	Hate to take posing picture actualy

Rempit in pangkor :D

I'm being pushed

2008-03-13T09:45:00.004+08:00

Currently i'm being pushed. Not really pushed around but just that some people who thinks that they are better than me and starts ordering me this and that. I'm not really in the mood of taking order, actually i've never had mood in taking orders. I take suggestions and i love it when it comes with choices but i don't take orders. Usually orders will result with middle finger being showed in front of their faces. If I can't show my middle finger (under some circumstances), it will be replaced with either with a scream, a curse and then followed by me packing up bag and sayonara.

My life is not going well at the moment but that's not a reason for me for not being thankful of the state which i am. I have almost everything that I need at the moment even though its not what I dream but it's good enough and what I need to do is continue working for my dream. Currently i'm in the middle of making a loan for something that I dont need and actually I dont have to if everything had been thought properly in the first place. If this 'agreement' goes awry, it will messed with my life till next decade. Seriously. So, adding complexity to my headaches at the moment won't help me in making my life easier.

I have a reputation of leaving people which i dont see 'fit' into my life. My Xes, my dad to name a few. Bring me headache and you wont see nor hear me anymore. I hate complexities... and once it comes up... i start looking for opening somewhere far, Australia... New Zealand... and be only with someone that i'm comfortable with.

So, stop preaching and telling me what to do. Mind your own business so that i can patiently solve my problem. Pushing me too hard and you wont see me again and i'm DEAD SERIOUS. Sigh....

Ich brauche Zeit
Kein Heroin kein Alkohol kein Nikotin
Brauch keine Hilfe
Kein Koffein
Doch Dynamit und Terpentin
Ich brauche Öl für Gasolin
Explosiv wie Kerosin
Mit viel Oktan und frei von Blei
Einen Kraftstoff wie

BENZIN!!!

Of Election

2008-03-10T11:06:00.007+08:00

I was there at the election as a volunteer even though I didnt even volunteered myself to help :) Anyway, what the heck. Opposition managed to grab 4 more states from Barisan thus making 5 states in the opposition hands already. Congratulation guys. The funniest things are that:

PKR managed to take over Selangor (Who could have thought of that? Not even PKR themselves)
DAP took over Penang (?????) from MCA and Perak (???)
Samy Vellu whose just realised that he was downgraded from Semi Value to Demi Value.
Anwar's daughter won Pantai Dalam and push over that some weird looking lady called Sharizat aside.

I didnt even expect the result of the election to be this shocking but I really hope that Barisan Nasional had learnt their lesson. 2004 election, Barisan Nasional won the election with landslide victory. They won even when they put all the goons and baboons as representatives as we all can see in the parliament. It was all because of Pak Lah. Because of his 'clean' image as potrayed by the government. He fights corruptions, he's transparent in everything that he does and he's very Islamic (due to his dad who's a very well known Tok Guru). After 4 years of his administration, seems that everybody agrees... if you are an UMNO.. you are an UMNO. You will still be acting like one, will be collecting lots of money for your own family, corruptions, all those weird transactions between government and private companies. It doesnt matter where you come from, how good your family is, by the end... UMNO is UMNO. They even bribe voters within their own party to vote for them so that they could get the seat that they want within their party. How crazy is that??? It's more of... no trust and dignity at all between them. They might be in the same party but they dont work like one. That is what differs the most about oppositions. Oppositions comes with resume of achievements to woo voters while UMNO comes with money.

One more thing that I couldnt understand about Barisan Nasional is that why are they so racist? Yet they blame the opposition were the one who's being racist. I bet you guys had heard that some MPs were telling Chinese and Indians that if they dont like Malaysia, they can pack and leave back to their motherhood country or... the keris of Hishamudin where he said that his keris will soon would be covered with Chinese blood. Am i making stories? go and check it by yourself on Youtube. Don't be so lazy to check it out. So, are they not racist? nope.. its the opposition who are racist. Malaysia are not built by Malay's alone. For 50 years all races worked side by side to bring this country as it is. Malaysia wont be like this if its Malay alone who had worked on it. Its Malay, Chinese, Indians, Kadazan whatever race here in Malaysia who build this country and there's no way that any Malaysian can ask other Malaysian to get out of the country just because of his race. Malaysia does not belong to Malay nor developed by Malay alone. Get that point straight!!!!. Damn arrogance. What did Malay do? give Singapore to Lee Kuan Yew? For goodness sake, learn from your mistake. Remove all the goons and baboons from parliament. People are not that stupid anymore, people nowadays read and do judgment. So, stop sending those no-brainer, SPM dropout gangsters to represent rakyat in parliament. They all are good for nothing expect making racist remarks to other MPs, asking custom officer to close one eye on some of their business transaction and stealing tax payers money for their own family.

We are Malaysians. We are not known as by our race but by who we are and that is Malaysian. Last week... we were known by our party but now we will be working again as one. As Malaysian. Rakyat has spoken and voice has heard. Lets work again as one and bring this country to where it should be as one.

Proud to be Malaysian.

Of Travelling

2008-03-10T09:38:00.008+08:00

I took off on saturday early morning to JB with one reason in mind. To vote. My first time ever casting a vote in my life :)

I woke up by 1 AM on saturday, briefly cleaned my house and then packed my clothes and head out from home by 2AM sharp. The traffic was clear, very clear actually as it was a smooth drive there. Average speed was roughly between 130KM/h to 140KM/h where sometimes I endup driving at 160KM/h at some part of the highway.

Was a little sleepy while driving so I blasted my music to full volume. Arrived at Kangkar Pulai by 4:45AM after taking Skudai exit off the highway. This is my first time doing less than 3 hours to JB :D Used up a bit more than half tank of fuel where i could save more fuel if i drove a lot slower than what i did. The most fuel efficient speed for my car is between 70 to 90KM/h. But half tank of fuel for 328 kilometers is good enough :D During driving my RPM was between 3400 RPM to 4000 RPM and i was driving 1.5 liter Honda City TypeZ VTECH.

On the way back, the traffic was crazy. The jammed started from Pedas, Linggi heading towards KL. Sicked and tired of the jam, we decided to exit through Seremban. From Seremban then we head to Mantin heading towards Kajang and from there then we took SILK highway towards Cheras. Easy peasy :D

4:45 AM in Kangkar Pulai. 2 hours and 45 minutes :D

How much fuel that I used

The distance. Not really that clear. Its 329 KM from Alam Damai Cheras to Kangkar Pulai through Skudai exit.

On the way back home. Stopped by roadside and grab some durian. :D :D Yummy yummy yummy yummy

At plus highway. Jam packed from Pedas (N Sembilan) to KL. We exited Seremban and use kampung roads to Cheras.

Adios

How To Make Burger

2008-03-05T21:39:00.008+08:00

Well, after being absent for a long time, Chef Hatim comes again and this time with a very special recipe that every PHSP (Poor Hungry Single Professional) can cook it at home by themselves. Please give a hand to Chef Hatim!!!

Clap!! Clap!! Clap!! Clap!!!

Tuttututtttt Tuttutttttt Tuttutttt (Background music)

Wallauwei... it has been a while since I last post my recipe and tonight we will be cooking burger at home!!

Are you all eager to start cooking now? Ops... first thing first.. get that bloody sink clean!! Oh yeah so that easier for us to look for knives, cutleries and cigarettes later.

Before (well, this only happen during the time when my mom is absent from home)

After (This is the usual view when my mom is around)

Okie.. without wasting more time, here I present the ingredients for our menu tonight.

As we can see here

2 burger buns which can be replaced with sandwich bread if you like.
2 chicken eggs which can be replaced with telur itik, telur burung, telur lembu, telur kuda or even telor orang.
Cucumber. Cucumber is a vegie which can always be found at local or international market.
Patties. As we can see here there are 2 type of patties, the red one is beef and the white one is chicken. If you want other type of patty, feel free to make it yourself. Meat patties can easily be found and supermarket at the frozen foods section
Worcestershire(terbelit lidah aku menyebut) sauce which can be replaced with whatever sauce you can find in your kitchen. Sauce pan included.

Okie now since we are ready to cook as we have all of our ingredients lets begin:

druuuuuudrudrudrudrudrudru (background music: drum roll)

Okie now we heat roughly 2 spoons of oil into a frying pan. Usually people always use margarine for the taste but me and my mom have repented(?) from taking margarine just because of the fat contents in it. So, you'll never find any margarine nor butter inside my kitchen. Once the oil is hot, put the patties in. While waiting for the patties to be cooked, cut the burger buns into 2

Once the patties are half cook, take it out and cut it in half. Half means 50% each part. So, 49% or lower and 51% or higher on either part is not acceptable. Please take a note on that.

After cut into 2, put back those patties inside the hot pan with the inside side facing down. Errr... ignore the overcooked patty on the picture above :D

Once cooked properly, put the patties between the burger buns

Then put some worcestershire in between the patties and then slap a slice (or how many slices as you wish, i cant be bothered) of cheddar cheese on top of the sauce (splat!!!: background music)

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Then close the patties and start arranging cucumber slices on top of it

Then squeeze chilli sauce (or whatever sauce that u feel like) on top of the cucumber and then close the buns

Serve the burgers on a plate. Never use baldi to serve it as the difficulty of eating from it.

Not an actual size. Image above is not meant to be scaled.

As you all might have noticed,

What did i do with the eggs?

I put back in the fridge

Why didnt i heat the buns so that it taste nicer?

It's my problem. What does it got to do with you?

Okie... here the real reason of the occasions above. When the patties just been cooked and before i start frying the eggs, I ran out of cooking gas. That was the reason why no eggs being friend and the buns are not heated. Moral of the story: always wear seatbelt while inside a car and never drink and drive.

That's all for tonight show and I hope that you enjoy reading it. Happy cooking burgers!!!!

Adios

March Events

2008-03-04T12:54:00.001+08:00

Well,
Look like it has been a while since i post something here. All the comments started to come already. Hahahhahah. Somehow this month started with lots of works for me. Getting very busy since the start but still didnt stop me from thinking of what's been in my mind. Here's what in my mind at the moment.

My Birthday
I have a private party for my birthday in some island somewhere in Malaysia. This is my first time ever where somebody organized a holiday for my birthday. Usually either party with my colleagues in the office or getting drunk in a bar with my friends but this time is different. A private party. Thank you very much princess!!

Election
I'll be driving back to JB this saturday morning to vote and will be driving back to KL by sunday evening. It doesnt matter much to me to drive to JB just to vote but what matters to me is that I have to be one of the voting official to make sure no fraud or cheating happen during the counting process. That somehow pissed me off. There's actually 2 points that pissed me off on this:

Where's all the party supporters who were noisy during ceramah and by the end I'm the one who have to sit there and monitor the counting? I feel like being used for this.
Why Puteri UMNO is given the opportunity to do the counting where the vote counting is supposed to be clean from any intervention from any parties? It's clearly stated that it's Puteri UMNO and UMNO is a political party and they are the one who's end up doing the counting. That's sucks and by the end i'm the one who's end up going to monitor them. Wasting my time to watch people from committing any fraud.

Wedding
Congratulation to Ajoy and Mel for their decision to tie the knot this April. I'll be driving back again to JB to attend the ceremony and know what? I'm happy for you guys and i'll be driving there with my Princess and we will attend your ceremony. Congrats again for the decision and we wish you "bahagia sehingga anak cucu".

Apart from that, my life had been the same. Busy in the office playing game with my princess and do work, weekend end up pakthor together and being lovey dovey. I wish you reader a nice day ahead and happy voting!!!

My valentine

2008-02-19T09:23:00.014+08:00

What else could I ask from my love? Than to hold my hands when i'm low, A warm tight hug when i'm down, To make me smile from the frown.
Thanks to you for being my valentine, Promising me that you are always mine, Smooth relationship that we always wonder, How on earth that we both end up together.
It has been four months since we first hold each other, Simplicity is the key and problems which we don't even bother, Hope that I had never make you bore, From telling you that I love you even more.
I hope that you enjoyed this special night, Where I always be your knight, And this present which always close to your heart, May forever we never be apart.

Love you princess.

Am I running out of luck?

2008-02-13T18:53:00.002+08:00

I'm currently a bit depressed by my family current situation which gonna get worse by next month. I'm not a guy who really believe in luck anyway. Shit comes and goes as they want and good luck will only gonna come if I work hard enough for it or being given by somebody (Mom, friends, superiors). I read horoscope for fun and never actually believe in it although sometimes what were described for my zodiac almost similar of what i've been facing everyday. Somebody used to tell me before that lucks have been surrounded me in all of my life and i just smiled back and recently I end up telling somebody else that my life had been so beautiful, getting what i wanted and smooth sailing. I really afraid that if one day i'm going to run out of lucks and end up having a miserable life instead. Without me knowing it by saying those actually already making me to believe in luck. Shit happens but I really need a out-of-jail ticket right now. I'm not sure if this is because lack of experience in managing stress and problems or actually a one way ticket to hell. Anyway, 2008 just started. It started beautifully for me and surrounded with all good people. Love and happiness was everywhere. So, if this bad luck gonna come now then just come cause i'm gonna fuck my way to heaven no matter what's the cause I believe in Qada' dan Qadar and fighting for my own life is what i've been doing all this time.

Even though shit comes i've never forget to be thankful for this life that i'm currently:

Have my beautiful mom next to me that I will defend her to death whatever comes
My princess is the best person i've known thats seeing her makes me forget all of my problems for a while. Being with you is the best time spend for me princess.
My friend Ajoy which we always comfort each other every time we were facing hard time in life.
My life which consists of my work, my salary, my castle which is my home, the country which i'm living in, my health that i'm not even coughing right now, my body which was beautifully constructed for me and all the crowds around me which make my life more interesting.

Thank you for all these lovely things and if this is the shit that You are sending it to me, watch me handle it. Alhamdulillah, i've been enjoying my life a lot more than what all the bad things that You had sent to me.

This is the song that i'm currently listening. It somehow makes me very very very thankful of what state i'm at the moment. Be thankful and fight for my life.

Civil war from GNR. What's so civil about war anyway?

D'you wear a black armband
When they shot the man
Who said "Peace could last forever"
And in my first memories
They shot Kennedy
I went numb when I learned to see
So I never fell for Vietnam
We got the wall of D.C. to remind us all
That you can't trust freedom
When it's not in your hands
When everybody's fightin'
For their promised land

What I have in my phone

2008-02-11T23:07:00.000+08:00

Actually i'm not really in the mood of uploading all these pics but since budak Syah dah kecoh asking me to upload it, then here you go... no formatting... not organized... I just upload whatever inside my phone

Majlis Berondoi before kenduri + Marhaban + Berzanji

Kenduri kawen

Padan muka kena suruh buat kejer

On The Way

Rumah Hantu

Party Time!!!

Video budak happy

Nice GT Wing

My Pet

Just drop a comment if u feel like to say anything.............

Adios

Something To Share

2008-01-30T18:29:00.000+08:00

Hi guys,
Guess I have to share these videos with you all. Pablo Francisco at his best. I was laughing my heart out watching these :) Enjoy

Little Tortillas Boy

Mexican Women

Have a nice day!!

Pressie

2008-01-28T17:34:00.000+08:00

The pressie that were brought back by Man from Australia. :D Thanks bro, appreciate it!!! Nanti aku blanja ngko makan nasik!!!

My princess's pressie :)

Whats inside? You guess :D

And my new laptop bag, OAKLEY!!!!! The hard shell at the
back make me feel like Ninja Turtles. Hahahahhaha

Nice eh? Cool shit!!!

Thats the update for today. Still drolling over my bag in the office :) Have a nice evening!!

UPDATE:
Okie, belanja Man already. Caught him with Fuad at Mid Valley, end up at Teppayanki for dinner. :) Below are the pics

Pic of something

Fuad, Man, Me and princess

Errr.. Tauge?

Better picture from a respectable hands/photographer :D

Ciao

Chilling Off

2008-01-25T13:02:00.001+08:00

Well, I've been drafting this post for almost a week. Keep updating it whenever the ideas comes and keep thinking about it again and again till it's ready to go online. Probably it's my style where I love to think based on the events thats happening around me and mixed with my arrogance and ego, it ends up as a nice piece of thought that you might or might not have thought about it. It's chilling off. In this piece, you will find my arrogance side as well as the logic side of it. Be your own judge.

Have you ever thought that sometimes something that we are doing either its for fun or not is necessary to balance our emotions? That's what chilling off is about. Every single of us needs to chill off either we enjoy doing or realise about it or not is different story. Let me give an example which I believe most of us aware of. Akademi Fantasia. It's a big thing here in Malaysia as it's similar to American idols to Americans. What's about it? It's about watching it.

Most Malaysian loves to watch it and the producer made millions from last season's show. What does it got to do with chilling off? Well, we need to set our mind that we are actually watching it to chill off and that's all. Not to participate in it. By sending SMSes to the program, we are actually starting to participate in it and moving from chilling off to the next level and thats not good. We are supposed to watch it and forget about it in the next hour or so, not watching it, participating in it and keep having it in our mind.

Okie, another example. Have you ever heard of Harian Metro? Well, I believe most Malaysian knows Harian Metro. Do you know what I think of Harian Metro? It's degrading. I even once set in my mind that by reading Harian Metro, it actually lowers my IQ. Seriously and I even look at people who's reading Harian Metro is actually who have nothing much to achieve in their life except just keep it sail and die. A piece of journalism work(well, thats what they want it to be known) thats made up from imaginations and useless information. Why do they need to have Harian Metro when they already have Berita Harian? So that they can differentiate between journalists and fiction writers. Is it ok to read it? From my opinion, yeah it is. Everybody needs to chill off and if that is your stuff, then read it but as my above example do not take it seriously. When chilling off, you are supposed to forget about it after a while and not becoming avid fan of it.

Opportunist are actually making most money from people who are gullible and stupid. People who are less gullible and aware of the situation that they are currently into wont be spending money much to chill off but actually will be thinking how to make best out of it. Keeping the chilling off level on sight and live the life! Let's look at another example and here im discussing about my own obsession. I love fast cars and by being a fanatic of it, they would be lots of money involved. So, where is chilling off level and when I shouldnt go above it? I almost got myself a second hand Fiat Coupe somewhere last year. For 30 grands cash, I can just hand over the money and drive the machine off straight away. Why didnt i get it? I as well not really sure why. The car looked nice, the power is there, the look is there but somehow i was having problem handling that guy 30 grand cash. Actually my sense of realism just kicked inside my head and telling me DON'T!!!!. Now, with some money somewhere on the horizon, i was thinking of getting a fast machine. Something that i could drive by the weekend and hitting somewhere around 200 to 230 km/h on the highway. Where would this last? All the upgrades, maintenances (have u ever heard of Engine Oil that gonna cost you almost 400 bucks? yeah.. try asking TRUST for it) and petrol. Where would it end? I believe the chilling off level on this example lies on how much do we earn every month, not how much do we have. So, never look down at people who owns Ferrari for an example as somebody who's gullible. He/she might be earning 5 years of your salary every month :). So, i've been thinking instead, why dont I get another house? I've been longing for a semi D house for sometime that's gonna cost me around 700K. Why dont i put my downpayment of my sport car for my semi D house instead and own a new house? What do you think?

Summary, chilling off is good. I'm not gonna tell you which TYPE of chilling off suits you and either its good or not.You name it, recreational drug, alcohol, partying, fast driving, reading, playing game, watching movie / show, listening to music or even complaining about other people!!!! are among the chilling offs that most of us do and by not overdoing it, we are actually balancing our emotions and minds to make us think straight. By overdoing it, we are making ourself as a victim of opportunists. Oh, that might be your 'chilling off' :)

My princess has a chilling off that actually makes money rather than making her looses money instead. I'll tell you later about it. So, what are your chilling offs? Are you loosing money or making money from it?

Below are the songs that bring back memories to me few days ago. Ken Follet, Dex Design, Vision Street Wear, Gullwing, spitfire, GQ and Powell Peralta To name a few. Enjoy!!!

Some pics to share

2008-01-22T17:50:00.000+08:00

Some pics to share with readers of what i had snapped few days back

The place where and my Princess pakthor every morning :D

The drink which i always have every morning when im with
my Princess. The tarik halia

Among the first thing that I bought after got my salary.
Filling up my tea collections. New flavors are added and thus are Darjeeling
and Prince Of Wales

Stuffs toy which me and my Princess bought while we were pakthoring.
Mine is black and my Princess's is brown.
Always sitting at co driver seat and can be seen here trying
to teach him how to smoke :D

Sitting at steering wheel at car park :D
What happened to his eye? Punched by me cause he disturbed
me while I was driving

Mother's love :D :D

Nestum for me in the morning!!!

And an orange juice

Packed nasi goreng with prawns for lunch!!!

Hot tea that last hot the whole day!!!

and an apple for after lunch!!!

I'm currently being spoiled by everybody around me with love. My mother, my princess, my friends, my colleague.... gosh... 2008 does start beautifully. Love you all!!!!!

Okie..Okie.. new post... wallau wei...

2008-01-14T14:04:00.000+08:00

Well, life had been fun so far even though my last month's salary was SUPER late. Just received a call from my mom that my check just arrived today. Phew.... credit cards... bills... all end up paying late this month(for last month). Anyway i'm still lucky that i received it at the end. On the other hand, me and my princess had been having wonderful time together. We went to Morib, Wet World and recently we went to Tanjung Harapan, Klang and end up having seafood for dinner at Muara with my mom. Was a nice evening, no rain and we had prawns, crabs and fish!. Superb dinner and was full till the next day :D

On the other hand, Azman is coming down for a while from Australia and I pesan him to get myself a new laptop bag (and this is a surprise. Different from my usual 'look'!!!) and a pressie for my princess which as well a surprise :D :D

2008 has started nicely for me so far and I'M LOVING IT!!!! (trademark; McDonalds). Enjoy the pics which i snapped few weeks ago and lazy to upload till today.

	This what will happend if you leave your phone to your girlfriend who's bored
	And more
	The one who were bored while waiting for the Dim Sum Restaurant to be open at Equatorial Hotel, Bangi and end up decided to snap her boyfriend's pictures instead(and making fun of him).
	My bean tree that is sooooo tall. This picture was taken 2 weeks ago and thats the top of my grill. I repeat again.. THE TOP of my grill.
	Another picture of the top of my grill. My mom asked me if i wanna make my room a jungle or what
	See!!!
	Those are the very first leaves. Very big already right now. Macam telinga gajah
	I added more soil to the mug. Black soil taken from my mom's gardening gunny. :D
	Monkey trying to pick up drinking. Here seen with Tiger Beer. Picture taken at Morib while Pak Thoring with my princess
	The beer can doesnt come with manual thus the monkeys found it hard to drink. Well, it was worth it I guess. Monkey and a can of beer. Burp.... argh.....................
	My new hat which was bought at Pyramid. Nice eh?
	Dunno whats this pic for. Taken by my princess. Its about red eyes..... something with blood... with red eyes and yada yada
	Christmas eve at The Curve. It snowed :D :D

Welcome 2008

2008-01-09T10:52:00.000+08:00

Well, it took me a good 8 days to write something. Not that i'm busy but, just end up getting lazy by day. Coming back home tired, don't feel like turning on laptop at all. Dinner, being mushy with my Princess for a while and then.. off to sleep.

New job is good. The location is Damansara and starts at 9 every morning. So, on the way to office, i end up having breakfast with my Princess in PJ. Pak thor for about an hour before heading to work. The environment is good, everybody are just as innocent as me when i was 6 years old and below (after that i started stealing my sis's money) :D :D So, good on me. Very good start for 2008.

As per my position right now, I need to look for staffs that my company is still lacking off. So, here i'm posting positions available in my company

Junior Web Programmer

VB.NET / C# AND .NET 2.0
SQL
Fresh grad level

Those the main requirement even thought if u have CSS/HTML/JAVASCRIPT would be better as your salary will depends on your knowledge.

Mid-Level Web Programmer

C#, ASP/ASP.NET and .NET Framework 2.0
CSS/HTML/JAVASCRIPT
SQL, Stored Procedures, Triggers
At least had successfully finished 2 ASP/ASP.NET projects

Those are the main requirements but if u have AJAX would be added advantage. Please note that im expecting somebody who knows the difference between ASP and ASP.NET, what is the difference between in-line programming and code-behind, what is boxing and unboxing. Thats to name a few.

Senior Web Programmer
C#, ASP/ASP.NET and .NET Framework 2.0
CSS/HTML/JAVASCRIPT
SQL, Stored Procedures, Triggers
IIS
Had successfully finished at least 3 ASP/ASP.NET projects

Those are the requirements even though more knowledge in web development like AJAX, XHTML, Web Services or development approach like Test-Driven Development and Team Foundation Server would be highly advantageous. Knowledge in .NET would be the main focus as you should know what are the best practises in .NET framework, what is State Management in .NET, the best way to approach databases depending on situation and such. You will be working side by side with the rest of the web developers building quality applications with an acceptable approach. Everybody can code and what makes every coders different to each other is the approach :D

Salary is negotiable. When i say negotiable, it is very negotiable. Can kao tim. Expect 2 interviews for mid-level position and senior position and only 1 interview for junior. Second interview will be done through phone from UK to Malaysia.

On the other hand, my Princess is looking for people as well in her company. This is copy and paste of what she sent to me. The company is located in PJ.

EXECUTIVE, IT SUPPORT
Job Responsibilities

Perform server system administration including monitoring, operations, back-up, maintenance and troubleshooting
Manage IT infrastructure including servers, software and PC, ensuring smooth operation and high availability
Ensure systems are configured; operating systems and applications are updated and secured.
Perform hardware and software asset management including acquisition & disposal, inventory management and licensing
Develop scripts or tools for systems administration, automation, performance monitoring, preventive maintenance, disaster recovery and security.
Manage Cisco router configuration
Manage mail server

Job Requirements

Degree in Information Technology, Computer Science or its equivalent.
Minimum 2 years working experience in a related field
Must have skills in Linux and Windows OS administration

EXECUTIVE, QUALITY CONTROL
The Job

Organize and perform quality check on software
Develop, maintain and enhance automated testing scripts
Diagnose and identify possible reasons for software faults

Requirements

Degree in Computer Science or Information Technology
Preferably with 1-2 years experience in technical support or software quality control
Proactive, motivated, detail oriented, flexible and pleasant personality
Strong command of both spoken and written English
Good analytical and communication skills
Proficient in MS Windows and MS Office applications
Knowledge of Excel Macro and SQA Robot Scripting is an added advantage

PROGRAMMER ANALYST
Job Responsibilities

Undertake programming assignments entailing the design, coding, testing and documentation of systems
Create and maintain detailed logical designs to establish the order in which data is processed
Test the validity and logic of programs and make amendments as required
Assist in the preparation of documents detailing the operations and maintenance of programs
Ensure all programs are developed according to corporate standards

Job Requirements

Degree in Computing or equivalent
Preferably with 1-2 years information systems and technology experience in MNCs
Fresh graduates are also encouraged to apply
Good working knowledge of MS VC++ and MS Access
Good understanding of COMs technology is an added advantage
Able to rapid prototype from conceptualization of business requirements
Good trouble-shooting and problem solving skills
Fast learner

If you somehow interested in any of the jobs posted above, simply send me an email at radius78@gmail.com with your resume.

One Year

2007-12-22T18:44:00.000+08:00

One year,
Of living life in a new place,
Adjusting myself within the space,
Looking out from here within,
To the land of thats promising.
Ups and downs in emotions,
Bleed and cure are the sensation,
Another year that goes by,
Bringing up hope that might lie.
I love it how it rolled,
That never leave me out in the cold,
Even though the sun did not shine everyday,
Rain did sometime makes me play.
Managed to look for who do I want,
Caring her feeling from both of my hands,
Something that I wish that it would last,
That differs from what I had in the past.
Every ending is a new beginning,
Reflecting my life, enriching the meaning,
Facing every new episode with no fear,
Then all be summarized as... One Year.

I'm bored...

2007-12-14T22:27:00.000+08:00

I'm bored and missing my princess. She's gone MIA while i'm publishing this post. So, I decided to post several links that you can download songs from. The easiest way of downloading these songs are by using freedownload manager software but, im just too lazy to give you guys the link of it so, here are your links. Use it while its accessible!! :D

http://mantoi.selfip.net/mantoi/Lagu/ <= Malay songs, Hindustan, Indonesian and English.
http://olldmusic.net/download/index.php?dir=FILME-MUZICA.INFO/Muzica/ Seriously there are GIGS of songs here updated ALMOST EVERYDAY. Feel free to browse around. It will keep you guys in front of your computer for a while.

I'll update this post if i find anything interesting to add. Now, im missing my princess :(

Ciao

My Beans

2007-12-07T23:44:00.001+08:00

This the update of my magic bean. It has grown a lot since last i post its pictures here. Even today, the leaves came out so huge. I dunno why that I feel touched with this bean, probably i've been longing to have a pet and end up with a bean (Jack And The Beanstalk / Timmy and His Bean!!!) or a sense of accomplishment where the tree hasnt die yet on my hand. Hahhahaha. Me and princess bought each of us when we were at Pyramid last weekend so, if you wanna check her bean's progress, feel free to go and check her blog here. Anyway below are the progress of the growth.

When it first started to come out

Urgh... looking for some light.... gimme some light!!!!

Okie.. my phone camera quality is not that good. But u still can see the written on the side of the bean saying "Only U"

Here we can see some progress already plus you can see those white roots coming out.

Oh yeah.... here it goes!!!! Eager to come out

Can see that the shell is still there. That brown shell hadnt come out yet

Only you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yup, the leaves starts to come out, the roots starts to fill underneath the soil

And the leaves starting to grow

Cool eh?

Well today, the leaves already grew so big and huge. I'm just lazy to post it up. I'll update it when I feel like. But u do have idea how big, huge, tall (taller than me, yeah serious shit) this bean tree is. Okie.. I was exaggerating just now saying its taller than me.. but well.. do u have one? :D :D :D

Have a nice weekend guys. Ciao

My Princess Birthday

2007-12-07T20:14:00.000+08:00

My last saturday, 1st december to be exact. I took my princess out for dinner to celebrate her birthday. I was trying to do something different actually, was trying to take her to east coast for holiday cum celebrating her birthday but due to unavoidable circumstances, I decided to celebrate her birthday in KL instead. My main choice was the revolving restaurant at Menara Kuala Lumpur but because of late plan, I couldnt get the table reserved and made me to switch to plan B and that was, Revolving Bintang Restaurant. We arrived there about 7:30, order our dinner, chat, eat, stare, taking pictures, being jiwang and the whole yada yada. It was a nice spent evening and being with someone that you love. Happy Birthday Baby. May all of your wishes come true. Love you.

Instead of being jiwang the whole night, we end up taking up pictures from our table. My princess was checking her phone for the pictures she has taken. Click here for more pictures from my princess blog.

Well, our dessert. Chocolate mousse. Not as perfect as i've tasted before, this one was kinda hard. Did they exchange white egg with flour instead?

KL Tower view from our tower :) No baby, my phone is no better than yours at snapping night pictures.

The "jagung" view from our tower. As significant as it should be. :)

Some juction at Bukit Bintang jam packed with cars. Sorry, the picture is not really that clear.

Summary?
Well nice spent evening being with my princess. Glad that she likes her present and the night. Happy birthday again princess.

Timmy

Magic bean

2007-11-26T21:34:00.000+08:00

My Magic Bean

bla bla bla

Seriously im bleeding right now,
Deep inside, it hurts,
That super last post is killing,
Thought i've done enough to wash it away,
But instead, it's still haunting,

I might had come at a wrong time,
To ask for a right hand,
I did my best to hold my heart,
To make it cool, to let it solve,
Somehow by the end it just too hurt,

I try to understand what are you facing,
Family, career, relationship, all in one go,
All those things that i had faced,
Keeping it inside and swallow it hard,
And somehow now its bursting bad,

How come last time when I was hurt,
She walked out happily laughing loud,
But you are different, regretting it,
I'm certain you are the one, you are IT.

No, I have nothing against you,
Nothing at all,
You are still the one.

Tea Obsession

2007-11-20T21:00:00.000+08:00

The Container

Well, I love teas especially after I stopped drinking coffee. I stopped drinking coffee about 4 months ago after diagnosed with high blood pressure. After switching to tea, I found it very relaxing provided correct tea is being drunk at a specific time. These are my tea collections:

I found this Lipton box when I was in Sydney for the first time. Mc Laren hotel to be specific during breakfast. They serve Lipton tea for breakfast and they put all of the teas inside this box. After that, I found this box again in Brisbane while shopping at Myer. Was thinking of buying it, but the price tag was super expensive (almost Au 100 for a box of tea!!!!). Then I decided not to buy it. Until recently, while asking my friends in Accenture who has this Lipton box, Ben Han who just came back from Melbourne told me that he has it at home and not using it anymore. It was just pure luck. The same Lipton box that I saw 6 years ago!!! and I got it for free. Cool eh? :D :D :D

The Teas


Twinnings Orange Pekoe Tea. No specific time that i drink this. Just drink it whenever i feel like	St Dalfur Peppermint Tea. The only tea that i take with honey while rest of the tea i take it bland, no sugar nor milk. I like it during hot, tiring afternoon. My afternoon tea :D

Boh Cameronian Gold Blend. Very nice, strong and rich from Boh. Very nice tea, I like it.	Twinnings Earl Grey. My favorite tea. Nice to have after dinner :D :D

Twinnings English Breakfast. The tea that my mom always put it into a hot flask and give it to me so that I can bring it to office. Love my mama	Twinnings Jasmine Green tea. Chinese tea blend. When I have it? I dunno... no specific time. Whenever i feel like

Twinnings Lady Earl Grey. No specific time for this tea. Whenever I feel like

So, those above are my teas. My tea obsession!!! :D :D
Have a nice day

My Relationship

2007-11-18T03:02:00.000+08:00

My Princess has been asking me for few times, why do I need to plan for everything for the relationship. What she meant was not a plan like, what are we supposed to do tomorrow, next date, next month or such but why do I plan for every single step in our relationship? why have I been holding up a bit? why do i take time and think first before making another 'step' in relationship. The reason is, To Save It.
After several failed relationship in life, it has thought me how to handle relationship properly, the way that I think can make it last. I learn from my mistake and for sure, a fast-forward relationship won't last long. I believed in that. I once had a 1 month relationship that can be summarized into a 1 year relationship and that was because both side were pushing it too fast and somehow it killed the relationship itself.
Couple who are deep in love always blind. Blinded by their own affection. Following only your heart for sure will make things goes upside down but once u started using your brain, things get neutral and relax. But, fully focusing on brain will make the relationship dull and boring unless you date a robot instead so, a balanced view regarding relationship is very important :D
This post is inspired by Kenny Sia's Blog and on this specific post, he speaks my mind :D Read it, it has several good points on how to handle relationship properly and keeping the 'spark' alive.

While on the other hand, even though how much you try to hold on to your relationship and try to make it beautiful and interesting, if there's only one party who actually trying to build and make it happened while the other side is not working on it then better just forget the relationship itself. People do change. Yeah they do. I have seen them and somehow i never blame faith for the cause. I do appreciate of whatever happened in my current and previous relationships. It was all nice and lovely.

One thing for sure, never regret any relationships that went wrong. No matter how much time, money and effort being wasted for it, if it doesnt work then it doesnt work. Because the time while you were inside the relationship, spending time together, giving love and getting it back is PRICELESS. That what you have paid for. For me myself, even though i do nag of whatever happened in my previous relationship BUT deep inside i'm glad that i was there inside that specific relationship. Who want to be alone when you can have somebody to love and to love u back? Well, we can only plan while He is the one who decides :D

You guys have a nice day.
Hatim

Some stuffs

2007-11-10T20:37:00.000+08:00

Well, my week had been nice so far. Below are the summary of what had happened:

My Princess:

Spent time with my princess in Genting during Deepavali. We started our day by having Dim Sum breakfast at Klang Executive Club together till 10:30 and after that we drove slowly to Genting. The journey up was nice as my car was responding nicely throughout the journey. Taking sharp corners was a breeze in my City :D :D :D. Most of our time were spent at First World Plaza walking back and fro. My princess has been asking for Theme Park but i was kinda reluctant of spending my time outside. It was warm and comfy enough inside First World Plaza until 3:30 then i decided to head to theme park and while walking there suddently the rain poured down heavily and my princess started pinching me because it was my fault that i didnt want to go there earlier. Hahahhaha sorry baby, next time when we head there, first thing we do there is Theme Park :D :D Sorry sorry sorry. Arrived back home almost 10 at night... tired... head to sleep straight away. It was a nice spent time with my princess.

Job Interview:

Got a job interview from Securiforce for the position of Technical Manager. The offer was good, the position is ok (so,so), the future? well.. nothing much exciting stuffs there except same stuffs everyday, the environment is kinda.... very lame (please.. do not kill me!!!!) and i dont think i'll accept the offer. I'm still waiting for something else.

Below are the pictures that i managed to snap during this week

Is that stupid spoiler comes as standard on Proton Saga Aeroback? It looks super ugly. Super super super ugly. Didnt Proton even learn anything about design? as in what people like... how the car should look like rather than chuck a piece of wood behind your car and call it spoiler. When people stop buying their cars then they start complaining that we are not patriotic. Stupid company. I'm kinda imagining what was Proton's CEO reaction when he first look at that spoiler for the first time, he must had gone like "oh my god!!!!................ look how cool it is!!! it reminds me of a tree behind my house at my hometown.. we use to climb that free.. and my brother felt down once.. yada yada yada yada and it goes on....". So, thats the story how Proton Saga got that stupid spoiler.

A lorry that fell into a ditch while trying to make a u-turn at Balakong Industrial Area. It's such a small road and lots of cars are using that road every morning and all u need is one stupid lorry to make a joke and massive traffic jam is created. Oh yeah, Halim, in front of me on that day was the Badak Hensem (Triton) and I took it's picture for your enjoyment. Do not say that i do not care about you. Do you get a hard on yet? Bwahahhahahahahhahahah

David (Daud)'s farewell dinner.

Standing from left: Eriticon, The Walter, Fong, Daud, Ben Han, Brendan, Fish, Gary
Sitting From Left: Denis, Ching Yin(? or something like that), The new solution girl for ACN called Princess, Me, Vee Meng

UMNO Asembly
I snapped these pics while stucking in a traffic jam next to PWTC.

I dont have anything against these makciks but somehow, but from my opinion because of them my country are not progressing well and i havent done enough for my country. These makciks are the one who are very happy to get return ticket(coaches/flight) from their home to KL, free hotel, free foods, kain batik, new UMNO uniforms once a year and because of that, they are happily to vote for UMNO anytime. Why do i say that? I have makciks as well at my hometown. The only thing that they talk to each other is that how nice UMNO is by giving them all those. They are just too happy in their current situation that nothing for them to complain about and they know nothing about current politic, their existence in the political scene is to vote a party that they know nothing about, while for me on the other side, which if God allows, I still have at least another 40 or 50 years to live and the future is a reflection on how current goverment manages the country and if this is the way my beloved country is heading, think I need to migrate somewhere else soon. No future here for me except those Ass-Kissers. If you want goverment project, you needs to kiss their asses, if you want chronies projects, you need to bribe them. What the hell?

The banners at a building that previously known as Yaohan opposite of PWTC where UMNO is having their annual assembly.

Enjoy your weekend. I'm missing my princess right now as she's having a day off today :(

Gosh... what a mixed up of feelings

2007-11-04T21:09:00.000+08:00

This is a poem that I got from my princess and below it, is my reply. She calls it "berbalas pantun" in english.

From Her:
Timmy, Timmy where have you been,
Signing in and out is all that I’ve seen,
When will you return,
I scratch (my head ya!) in frustration
And “baby?’ shows that u’re back into civilization!

My Reply:
Baby, baby have i gone missing?
Suddenly idle while chatting,
Crap connection that leave me alone,
Everybody here must be downloading porn,
Now heading out for lunch on my own

"Berbalas Pantun" in english with my Baby :D :D :D

Emotionally,
I'm kinda confused. Feel very much in love but at the same time feel like being betrayed. Been missing somebody so much but at the same time holding myself from seing her (for the sake of relationship). I feel like I actually do have a partner where at the same time i feel like i'm in a dream. Think i'm strong enough to deny any emotional thoughts and feelings but actually im bleeding inside. Think i've done enough for myself where actually i've done nothing. Think what i'm doing right now is for my own good but i'm doubting it. I already left all of my past behind but it's still haunting me from time to time. I already quit marijuana, slow down (very much slow down) on alcohol and slowing down on cigarettes but people still use these to judge me (sigh...)I use the strength of my relationship to deny my addiction towards cigarette and hoping thats how it should work. I see my mom as the perfect woman for everything and yet i feel pressured by her.

Me and My Mom,
Yesterday, after picking up my mom from her friend's place we end up doing window shopping. What did we shop? Cars!!!! :D :D :D. We were somewhere at Jalan Kuching checking out RX8s and Skylines and then we moved to Cheras and checking out cars there. It was fun, saw several GTTs, DC5s, Silvias, Fairladies and Celica VVti. My mom was pretty cool with all these cars and were talking with the seller asking for lowest price that they can give to me. By the look of it, she's really interested with the Skyline GTT (especially the black one) where she thinks it's more "garang" than Silvia / DC5. Hahahahahhahahah I love my mom. That's how we spent our afternoon together. Was joking with her asking her to get Accord Euro R for herself so that she can drive 200KM/h everytime when we head back to kampung :D :D :D.

On the fun side,
Last friday, Amran took us for a ride. With his new baby, RX8. Oh man, it was marvellous. The torque and everything. It is an automatic RX8 but still it produces 190 BHP and lots of torque. It was beautiful. Superbly beautiful car. He took us for a drive to cyberjaya and was zig zagging on the road at 180 kilometers per hour. It was fun!!! The grip, the suspension, the turn... pergh.... Tell you what... i'm getting Silvia. I will get the Silvia. I will even drive a Kancil until my mom says that we have enough money to get the Silvia, then I will get the Silvia. There's not much time left for me as I need to get married soon and such so, before i end up getting married I'm gonna have fun with this japanese babe. Below are the pictures that i took of that RX8.

Picture speaks of thousand words. You might gone deaf already listening to those pictures above. Bwahahhaha

Last weekend assignment

2007-10-29T19:38:00.000+08:00

Well,
My mom is coming back home tonight and might be by the time that you read this, she's already home with me. She's coming home permanently and she'll be living with me in Cheras. I'm more than happy for my mom to be home as I feel better when she's around and i would be more in control of myself. Love you mama.

One big thing that I have behind my head is that I need another car. My next car would make me relying on my mom almost 40% to pay for it and i'll continue the rest of the instalment from my monthly salary. Seriously I dont even know how much money will my mom fork in for my next car. I'm hoping at least roughly 40% of the car's price. I'm looking for more of a daily drive car where i would be driving to office back and fro and if possible will be driving to Kedah with my mom once in a while. Even though it's primarily for first car, but I dont mind to drive a beaten up kancil to office everyday and take my baby car out only for the weekend (that means my baby car would be my second car for those who lacks of understanding). Well, you know dating..... drifting and racing if possible :D :D :D (besar angan angan). Running cost is the highest priority and that includes insurance, road tax, fuel consumptions and maintenance. For example, a 1 year road tax for a 2 litres engine is Rm 3++ but 2.5 liters engine is Rm 1700 (there goes Skyline from my list). So, thats among the consideration that i put in mind. Another consideration is that fuel price is expected to double next year.

I've been eying on Alfa Romeo 156 2.0 Selespeed for quite some time and Dieba's sister was putting on sale once and it went for RM 50K. The maintenance for Italian car always expensive and not sure if i'm really up to it. Why 156 Selespeed? Well, it's more of killing 2 birds in 1 stone. Its sporty and yet 4 doors and enough rooms for back seat passenger. It could be a good car for a long term. The car's age is roughly from 2000 to 2003 and price range is between Rm 50K to RM 70K depending on mileage and condition.

Another car that I thought might be a good choice is that Volvo S40. For me, S40 is not a bad idea. I can get it very cheap here in Malaysia for roughly RM 40K to RM 55K thanks to low second hand value for Volvo cars. The maintenance is high and fuel consumption is as well high. The upside of the car is that its very comfortable and durable. Engine size is 2.0 and comes with 2 versions; turbo and non-turbo and turbo car is roughly RM 5K more expensive than non-turbo car. The design of the car is not really that bad as it doesnt really potraits the old style of Volvo but more into young executive kinda style. So, it fits me well. The year of the car is between 1999 to 2001.

Another piece of equipment that caught my eyes was Toyota Rav4. You can't go wrong with Rav4. The retail second hand value for year 2000 - 2002 is roughly from RM 70K to RM 100K. Engine size is 1.8 and 2.0 automatic. I found it's cute and im not really sure how it will fit into my lifestyle but somehow I like it. What do you think? Feul consumption is not bad as its not as light as normal car. So, expect to pay a little extra for feul. I think its well priced compared to the original price when it's brand new. So, i might be considering this one.

Let's move into a higher end grunt car.

Silvia has been my dream car for a while. I'm not eyeing on Spec R, even Spec S Silvia S15 will do. Had been dreaming that car since i was 19 while playing it in Gran Tourismo 2 on my PS1. Silvia S15 is a drifter's dream car next to Toyota Ae86. Had been dreaming of owning and drifting it. Sigh. Please please please make it affordable!!!.Actually I already sat and drove this car once with my mom next to me while we were in JB. That was when I havent bought my house in Cheras yet. Was comparing this car and Toyota MR-s which my mom likes best. Its has 2 litres engine (SR20DET, oh mama.... droll) and can be choose either Turbo or NA with rear wheel drive layout. Imagine having a Vielside GT Wing and deep dish rim at the back. DROLLLL!!!!!!. What a sweet car!!!. The weight distribution is PERFECT thus becoming the most popular car for drifters. It's a fast car, the response was fast and I can't think of any reason why shouldnt i drive this car if I can afford it. This car is priced between Rm 100K and Rm 140K which puts it in the same category as Skyline R34 GTT which as well falls into my consideration. The year of the car is 2001 till 2003.

Another one that at the end of the consideration is Honda Integra DC5 Type R. The power of Naturally Aspirated, heavily tuned V-Tech engine with 7000 RPM at the readline. The reason why it's at the bottom of the list is that it's just too bloody EXPENSIVE. The price range is RM 120K to RM 170K and for that price i can even get an S2000 or even an NSX!!!!! But for sure it's a a sweet car with its heavily tuned 2.0 engine, the perfect car on the road for sure. Champion white(trademark color for Type R cars), with nice black GT-Wing at the back is just marvellous. I dont think i would wanna buy it even if I can afford it as the price is just too high and you can get almost similar car with lots cheaper price. Bloody Honda. Can somebody please donate it one to me please? please please super please?

Few cars that already out of my list are Fiat coupe which somehow right now is just too ugly for me(as in my mood, but somehow its the cheapest sport car that is affordable which puts it back to my consideration list as a back up plan hahahhahahahah), Mazda RX7 FD which the rotary engine is not stable and cost lots of problems, Honda Civic EK9 which I think I better end up with Alfa Romoe 156 rather than something that's 10 years old but still hot. Latest Celica is not a bad idea but the design is somehow too futuristic, not really into my liking. Altezza is not a bad idea even though its not very much in use anymore at the moment.. i might consider it.. and i might not.... VIOS? uhm.... yeah... well....NO!!!!

If you are reading this, thats means either you are one of my friends, my girlfriend (hey princess!!!) or my X-girlfriends :p :p then the possibility of you sitting on the passenger seat is high. Then, cast your vote as which car you prefer the best and i'll consider it and will start to nag my mom once i make my decision. Once voted, please dont forget to pray for me to get that car and leave me a message saying that you already pray for it as I will take you for a ride once I own the car. Promise. Dead serious.

p/s: Gemuk, fyi, you and your obession to Triton is not appreciated. Please come up with a better suggestion. Hahahahahahha padan muka

Memories

2007-10-22T19:59:00.000+08:00

Well, pictures here are some of my memories with Halim and Takumi. These are pics from Byron Bay, Queensland. It was nice time down there guys.... really enjoy spending time with you all. I grabbed these pics from Halim's Photo blogging. Visit that place if you guys have time.

At Byron with Azman's wife, Azman, Halim and Me

Ikan paus kekenyangan

Me and Halim cooking at home. I really miss SouthBank dude.
That's the best place to live

Halim and his baby scooter

Halim terasa macam macho

Megumi (i think thats what she's called, she's with Orochi Japanese Underground Metal Band), Me, and Halim. Pst, how come we dont have any pics of Miki?

Takumi, Halim and Me

Crapping

2007-10-16T22:02:00.000+08:00

My Raya Resolution

Well, Hari Raya just passed and somehow didn’t mean much to me at least this year’s Raya. First Hari Raya I end up sleeping at home and then do the laundry, clean the kitchen, vacuuming the carpet at lounge and you know, all sorts of housework stuffs. Not much mood for celebrating and the spirits were somehow not there. Listen to several Raya songs and bored like heck. They’ve been singing the same song again and again since I was young except different singer.

On the Raya morning itself, early morning to be exactly, I was with Triple S lepaking at Mc Donalds till dunno when. Think I arrived home around 3:30 that morning. Well spent time. Second Hari Raya was better. Went to Bukit Tinggi (Pahang, next to Genting) and met with Sue Ann and her family there. Bukit Tinggi was kinda interesting with theme villages like Colmar Tropicale (French Village) and Japanese Village. I was at Colmar, brought my comic books with me and tried to find a place to sit in one of the cafes but they were too many people that day that I couldn’t even find a seat to sit and the rain was pouring the whole afternoon. Rather than waiting for the rain to cool down, I decided to head down and drive back home. Ajoy called me while I was back at home and met him at his place later that night and end up beraya at his place. It was nice eating burasak and ketupat and as I havent had that for quite some time.

Raya Resolution
These are my raya resolutions
• I will hold myself from smoking when I’m with my mom and Triple S. That means if I’m beside Triple S for 24 hours straight, I wouldn’t be smoking for 24 hours.
• I won’t smoke inside my house except inside my room and outside of the house.
• Less alcohol. Less to the level of once a month or none within a month (30 days).
• Will focus more into work and start to plan for my next 10 years plan.
• Will appreciate people more and will treat them the way they should be treated.
• Drive slower and try to organize my time better (usually, fast driving = bad time management).
• Every time when I’m not doing anything, try to think what I should be doing by that time that would improve quality of my life.
• Workout. Start to move my muscle in gym, badminton or by cycling.
• Will make sure everyday after I wake up, the first thing to do after I put my feet on the floor is to do push up.
• I will try to be more discipline and stricter to myself (in spending, entertainment and self improvement) after this.

Well, I can see that this pre-new year resolution is focusing a lot into mental improvement and discipline which are lacking in my life. I really hope these resolutions are giving me an overview of how I will look like in the next decade. It’s all improvement. I’m going to improve slowly after this.

Below are some pictures which I took in the last few days and today.

p/s: Dont ask me why does the pictures go down below. I tried to fix it up on the HTML but it just doesnt work. Stupid template. It just that if you upload the pictures before writing anything it will somehow put 2 extra break lines on the top and you cant even remove it.


My car reaching 99990 kilometers. I forgot to snap pic of it when it hit 100000	Some entertainers at Colmar Tropicale looking for eat (tengah cari makan hahahahahah)

Statue from France government thanking Malaysia government regarding tourism especially on the Colmar Tropicale (The French Village)	Same shit as on the left
View from 66th Floor on KLCC during heavy rain

AmBank in Ampang before the rain	AmBank in Ampang during the rain

KL Tower before the rain	KL Tower during the rain

Public Bank Tower before the rain	Public Bank Tower during the rain

In The Wake

2007-10-11T12:39:00.000+08:00

In the wake of raya, lots of stuffs did happened as I think to prove the existence of God. Monetary problem and cleaning up my personal life from people who carries headache are the main agenda and somehow are the biggest challenge that I had to face yesterday, today and the coming next few weeks. Well life sucks hey... they do sucks. I knew that I was playing with fire since the beginning. I knew that and it was possible for me to pull myself away by that time but decided to play look and see. It was a stupid decision that I made and I regret it. Now, i'm battling to remove it from my life. Shit. Should have listen to my inner self before. Should have.

Anyway few good stuffs happened as well at the same time anyway..... like... Sani from JB called me. I havent met him for like.. 7 years. He's one of my cycling mate for JB team. We were having a good time chatting together on the phone and catching up stories regarding Pak Din, Mat Taib, Peie, Faizal and the rest. I do miss these guys and always remind me back to my old time. The second good thing happened was that I picked up my glasses yesterday. My Armani glasses. I like it even though i found the Armani emblem was kinda huge (Triple S called it Bling Bling hahahahha) anyway it was cool. It was cool. On the way picking up my glasses my X called and was saying that she has several free cigars for me(she works for Cigar import export company). Well, i havent had cigars for 2 months so far as i was saving my money and now... 5 sticks of free cigars... hand rolled :D :D Thank you very much.

So, it was mixed of feelings yesterday that i was almost down to the floor pressured and then added more headaches (seriously headache is the last thing i wanna have in my head when im pressured) and i tend to flip easily if i'm pushed during my down time. Some people are just too blurred to understand this. So, during those times then comes all the happiness that soothes me down like crapping while having dinner with "the one" and free cigars is another one that did spark my life. Thank you for all the troubles and love. I mean it. Thank you again.

Selamat Hari Raya
I would like to wish Selamat Hari Raya to all readers, my friends and enemies (which I have a lot) and Maaf Zahir dan Batin. Please drive safely to your hometown, do not speed and please follow the speed limit as been set on the road which has been reduced to avoid more fatality during festive season (Highway: 180KM/H, Normal Road: 150KM/H). Please check your car before the journey and make sure the handbrake are working properly which are needed for front wheel drifting and the car's spoiler are GT Wing as been approved by Wangan Underground Racer Association. I wish you have a safe journey heading back to your hometown and back to your place. Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri dan Maaf Zahir Dan Batin.

Lagu raya for u guys called Suasana Hari Raya. My plan for raya? Me and Miss Triple S has decided to drift together in the middle of KL when nobody is around. I'll be driving my Honda City and Triple S with her Toyota. Check Buletin Utama on first and second night of raya to see if our face are there.

This song represent a Hari Raya open house so by putting this song it means that i'm not entitled to have another open house after this for this raya. Consider this as my open house. Enjoy the song and your own raya cookies :D :D

Last minute decision

2007-10-10T13:25:00.000+08:00

This is my last minute decision. My mom just asked me money yesterday and just transfered it to her just now. Now, i'm SUPER broke. I know that lots of people cant understand what SUPER broke means as I need to satisfy their needs but let me tell you. This raya, I'll be here in KL. I might be breaking lots of hearts but this is my decision. I HAVE 2 FUCKING more weeks to survive with my money and none of you can make me head back to kampung. No, i don't regret giving my mom money. I'll give her my life if she wants to. No regret. So, just to inform you all... i'll be here in KL this raya.

EDIT: Just spoken with my mom on the phone just now. She just put another 20K into an investment with some Datuk and some of that money were coming from my bank account that she asked yesterday. That 20K is for legal fees to get out 100K from that investment. You know what? My heart just about to stop beating and my body shivers. Seriously. I just feel like wanna faint. With all the problems around me at the moment, seriously you look too small to me right now. I can just scream till you lost your sanity. Seriously, please stay away from me while im in trouble. I might celebrate my Hari Raya with alcohol instead. Shit....

Enjoy Tanita Tikaram - Twist In My Sobriety

All God's children need travelling shoes. I might need mine soon.

Cooking - Ketam Masak Air

2007-10-09T09:08:00.001+08:00

Welcome to the second edition of Cooking with Chef Hatim.

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Thank you, thank you very much. In today's edition, I will show you how to cook Ketam Masak Air or known in English as Crab Is Cooking (Boiling) Water. We always thought it's very hard to cook crab as its complicated but seriously they are not, its a lot complicated eating them than cooking them. So, if you managed to eat your crab then you should be able to cook your crab.

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Thank you, thank you. Actually i wrote this script myself. Please take note of that. Any question so far?

Q: How can i differentiate between a crab and a chainsaw?
Crab... uhm... yeah... well... its something salty with claws. So, try to lick each item and if it tastes salty and with claws, the probability of you holding a ketam is high.

Q: Oh... never thought of that. Thank you very much, you are the saviour of my life

ok... ok.. ok... cut the crap. I dunno what do they teach at school nowadays, kids dun even know the basic to differentiate items by licking them. Ok, now lets start cooking

	Before we start messing up with our kitchen, we should clean it up first. No point to mess a kicthen thats already messy. So, take some time to clean up and make it look like..............
	THIS!!!!
	Well, these are the ingredients for the dish as u can see there are 3 crabs, 2 onions, 2 lemongrasses and a chilli.
	Now, wash and slice the chilly like this.
	Peel and cut the onion into 4. But do not cut it through, leave it connected as whole. The reason we cut it that way so that its easier for the juice of the onions to come out. So, be gentle with your knife.
	Peel, cut and wash your lemon grass. Which part to cut? both ways, top and down. After cutting the down part of the lemongrass and washed, try to hit the lower part of it with something heavy so that it kemek a little bit. The purpose of doing it is the same as the onions, to let the juice flows easily.
	The next thing to do is to clean the crabs. This is how to clean it. Hold the front of the crab (where the eyes are) with both of your hands where your left hand is holding the top side of the shell and your right hand is holding the lower part of the shell. Then try to pull them away slowly and it should open. You might need to use a bit force to pull them open together. May the force be with you. Once it open, rinse it with water so that all the dirts are removed from the crab / shell.
	Now, put all of our ingredients into a saucepan. All of them. I prefer to stack / sort crabs on the lower part of the sauce pan and then the rest of the ingredients. You, all of them... yes.. just chuck everything inside there. Good. Now, add up some water and make sure it covers the whole thing... It must cover the whole thing while to much water will make the soup taste a bit bland. So, not too much.. and not too less :D :D Put the sauce pan on the stove, lit the fire and let the soup boil for about 10 minutes. Then add salts, taste the soup... add some more if its not enough. leave it for about 2 or 3 minutes and.....
	SERVE!!! Please note that Ketam Masak Air DOES NOT COME with complimentary white rice, fried anchovies and remote controls. Just because i havent teach you how to fry anchovies and cook rice doesnt necessarily mean it comes with this dish automatically. If you dont know how to cook white rice, you can either go to the closest restaurant accessible to you and buy white rice from them or... you can always walk to your neighbor's place, carry an empty plate and ask for white rice(u need to work out of your face expression on this trick). Compared to the fried anchovies where it might be a bit harder for you to have an access to it as its hardly being sold in a restaurant, you can always exchange it with bicycle chain or car's sport rim.

Seriously this dish is so easy to make (a lot easier than Cucur Kentang) and so tasty. I managed to finish 3 plates of white rice when eating this. Oh God... it was heaven.

All the best
Good luck!!!

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Thank you.. thank you very much. Au Revoir.