Something Of Anything............

For whoever missed the blog tv show on TV1 last April 28th, you can view it here. Raja Petra was on TV and RTM1 got owned by him. Hahahahahhahahhahaha http://www.malaysia-today.net/2008/content/view/6726/1/ Click here to watch it.

Edit:
Total viewers for this specific show was 666,102 viewers and 208K people per minute. The number of people watched the show was higher than the weeks before. These numbers are correct as obtained by one of my trusted sources from a media research company. Thank you to you :D

You better watch as.. especially when Raja Petra called the host as... Communist hahahahhaha you better watch it.... RTM1 got owned and labeled communist by Raja Petra... hahahahhahah

Anyway my comment... the host is really have no idea what is he talking about... for example by giving comment that "itu mungkin kerana akhbar ini tertakluk kepada akta syarikat, tak gitu?" and kena lambast back from RPK by replying "taaaaaaaaaakkkkkkkkkkkkk............ its printing press and publication act..... akta cetak." Apala.... host pun bodoh hahahahahhaha

Cheers,
Hatim

The Star) PETALING JAYA: The Mongolian honorary consul-general to Malaysia Datuk Syed Abdul Rahman Alhabshi was shocked when he heard that Mongolia would sever political ties with Malaysia if the Altantuya Shaariibuu murder case was deemed to be unfair.

He said the Mongolian government had not officially made such a decision.

“I was shocked when I heard that statement on television just now,” he said.

Syed Abdul Rahman said the Mongolians were monitoring the trial very closely.

“The Mongolian prime minister has written to the Malaysian Prime Minister three times but there is still no reply. Mongolia should not be taken for granted,” he said.

Altantuya's father Dr Shaariibuu Setev had earlier told reporters at the PKR headquarters here yesterday that Mongolia would sever political ties with Malaysia if the judgment in the high-profile Altantuya murder case was deemed “irresponsible and unfair.”

Dr Shaariibuu, who claimed he was conveying this message on behalf of Mongolia's Prime Minister and Foreign Affairs Minister, said his country was tired of waiting for an outcome in the murder trial.

Taken from here where is originally from here.

So, what do we get here? A potential of losing diplomatic ties with Mongolia just because we are trying to save one of our big shot from getting his neck on the rope. We as well are responsible to take care of Altantunya kids for their studies and living until they are grown up as stated by international law. I cant imagine paying 2 kids living in Mongolia which i dont even have anything to do with them just because some horny, stingy and greedy bastard (over US 500K out of US 500,000,000) that are currently serving the nation. Here in Malaysia, we still have lots of kids that require good education and better housing but yet we prefer to go and pay for 2 Mongolian kids that got nothing to do with us directly but to only one of us. Oh okie... sorry... its our responsible because we actually voted for this man to represent us as our leader and when he makes mistake, it's actually our responsibility to be responsible for it.

So, why cant we actually support Malaysian kids who are in need instead of Mongolian? Well, we could, but still... "our leader" needs to go and fuck their (kids) mom's brains out first... and when he got bored with her and all the nagging.... then he will blow her up with C4... and then only IF those kids who lost their mother LUCKY ENOUGH... they will get support from government... if not? well, we can always accuse somebody else and use him as scapegoat. Hang him.. and then everybody will be happy. Well, not everybody.. the kids still lost their mother but at least they got their revenge by hanging the scapegoat. By the end, at least 2 people died :)

Summary, did we ever think about our leaders' moral values before selecting them as our leaders? With current issues from manslaughter, sexual scandals, robbing the nation blind, etc etc, we are actually that stupid who can't see them in a better view before selecting them. So, the one who lost is us and the one who win are them who are "holier than thou" and "the untouchables" (though only in India, Thailand and Philippine that they practice the untouchables. Now we have Malaysia in the list).

Disclaimer:
This article can make me:

1. Blown to pieces by C4
2. Killed by other means rather than C4
3. Jailed under ISA
4. Walked freely as a free man who can express his own opinion living in a free country which uphold moral values and respect
   

1. Dissatisfaction in how government being run
2. Distressed by how low my ministers' moral values are
3. Sympathy towards the victim of the unfair juridical system (reminds of Indian movies with bad policemen :D)

Well, if you guys expect something nice coming from this post after days of absent updating my blog then stop reading now. This is my complain about everything that has been in my head recently. Some are not even complain, just more off telling you whats in my head, that's all.

First, my financial situation hasn't been better since my last post complaining it. As you all might have guessed, my mom had been using most of our money on a "get-rich-quick" scheme (as that's how I would like to call it rather than "investment"). I do invest my money as well but i'm earning from it even though not much rather than my mom's crazy scheme. Now, we are really really on a hot soup. What I meant by hot soup is that it's too hot that if nothing changes in the next few days, we will be homeless here in KL. Its dead serious. With all of these useless furnitures inside my house, if moving out of the house is what gonna happen next please expect a lot of those crap shit end up in a river. I'm serious of it. My house just full of rubbish which my mom still reluctant to chuck it away which make my house really messy. Not that my house any better when im alone but just that the sense of having too much useless furnitures around me makes me headache. I can't even do work at home which the reason if I need to finish my work, i would rather do it in the office till early morning than staying at home. It's that annoying. Anyway, my eyes almost fill with tear when I heard the news bout my house. Thanks God that my life is going this crazy. I've been telling my mom since i was back in Australia when she started using my money for this stupid scheme to stop it. Invest money properly on Trust Funds or such but well... oh well... i'm fucked. Probably need to sell my ass after this to earn every fucking single cents to survive.

Apart from the stupid scheme which my family is involving in, nothing much had been happening that's really disturbing my head. It just that i have 3 projects that need to be done by 15th April. My weekend gonna be busy with working and yesterday, i had spend 20 hours of my 24 hours sitting on my chair in my office. I left my office at 5 in the morning. Yes, its that hectic and I got promoted as a technical manager for being good in what i'm doing. I'm not complaining about my work at all anyway as i'm happy with the way it goes right now.

Anyway, life sucks. Nothing going better in my life except my relationship and my career. The rest? i'm fucked.

Adios

Well, I've been drafting this post for almost a week. Keep updating it whenever the ideas comes and keep thinking about it again and again till it's ready to go online. Probably it's my style where I love to think based on the events thats happening around me and mixed with my arrogance and ego, it ends up as a nice piece of thought that you might or might not have thought about it. It's chilling off. In this piece, you will find my arrogance side as well as the logic side of it. Be your own judge.

Have you ever thought that sometimes something that we are doing either its for fun or not is necessary to balance our emotions? That's what chilling off is about. Every single of us needs to chill off either we enjoy doing or realise about it or not is different story. Let me give an example which I believe most of us aware of. Akademi Fantasia. It's a big thing here in Malaysia as it's similar to American idols to Americans. What's about it? It's about watching it.

Most Malaysian loves to watch it and the producer made millions from last season's show. What does it got to do with chilling off? Well, we need to set our mind that we are actually watching it to chill off and that's all. Not to participate in it. By sending SMSes to the program, we are actually starting to participate in it and moving from chilling off to the next level and thats not good. We are supposed to watch it and forget about it in the next hour or so, not watching it, participating in it and keep having it in our mind.

Okie, another example. Have you ever heard of Harian Metro? Well, I believe most Malaysian knows Harian Metro. Do you know what I think of Harian Metro? It's degrading. I even once set in my mind that by reading Harian Metro, it actually lowers my IQ. Seriously and I even look at people who's reading Harian Metro is actually who have nothing much to achieve in their life except just keep it sail and die. A piece of journalism work(well, thats what they want it to be known) thats made up from imaginations and useless information. Why do they need to have Harian Metro when they already have Berita Harian? So that they can differentiate between journalists and fiction writers. Is it ok to read it? From my opinion, yeah it is. Everybody needs to chill off and if that is your stuff, then read it but as my above example do not take it seriously. When chilling off, you are supposed to forget about it after a while and not becoming avid fan of it.

Opportunist are actually making most money from people who are gullible and stupid. People who are less gullible and aware of the situation that they are currently into wont be spending money much to chill off but actually will be thinking how to make best out of it. Keeping the chilling off level on sight and live the life! Let's look at another example and here im discussing about my own obsession. I love fast cars and by being a fanatic of it, they would be lots of money involved. So, where is chilling off level and when I shouldnt go above it? I almost got myself a second hand Fiat Coupe somewhere last year. For 30 grands cash, I can just hand over the money and drive the machine off straight away. Why didnt i get it? I as well not really sure why. The car looked nice, the power is there, the look is there but somehow i was having problem handling that guy 30 grand cash. Actually my sense of realism just kicked inside my head and telling me DON'T!!!!. Now, with some money somewhere on the horizon, i was thinking of getting a fast machine. Something that i could drive by the weekend and hitting somewhere around 200 to 230 km/h on the highway. Where would this last? All the upgrades, maintenances (have u ever heard of Engine Oil that gonna cost you almost 400 bucks? yeah.. try asking TRUST for it) and petrol. Where would it end? I believe the chilling off level on this example lies on how much do we earn every month, not how much do we have. So, never look down at people who owns Ferrari for an example as somebody who's gullible. He/she might be earning 5 years of your salary every month :). So, i've been thinking instead, why dont I get another house? I've been longing for a semi D house for sometime that's gonna cost me around 700K. Why dont i put my downpayment of my sport car for my semi D house instead and own a new house? What do you think?

Summary, chilling off is good. I'm not gonna tell you which TYPE of chilling off suits you and either its good or not.You name it, recreational drug, alcohol, partying, fast driving, reading, playing game, watching movie / show, listening to music or even complaining about other people!!!! are among the chilling offs that most of us do and by not overdoing it, we are actually balancing our emotions and minds to make us think straight. By overdoing it, we are making ourself as a victim of opportunists. Oh, that might be your 'chilling off' :)

My princess has a chilling off that actually makes money rather than making her looses money instead. I'll tell you later about it. So, what are your chilling offs? Are you loosing money or making money from it?

Below are the songs that bring back memories to me few days ago. Ken Follet, Dex Design, Vision Street Wear, Gullwing, spitfire, GQ and Powell Peralta To name a few. Enjoy!!!

Well,
My mom is coming back home tonight and might be by the time that you read this, she's already home with me. She's coming home permanently and she'll be living with me in Cheras. I'm more than happy for my mom to be home as I feel better when she's around and i would be more in control of myself. Love you mama.

I've been eying on Alfa Romeo 156 2.0 Selespeed for quite some time and Dieba's sister was putting on sale once and it went for RM 50K. The maintenance for Italian car always expensive and not sure if i'm really up to it. Why 156 Selespeed? Well, it's more of killing 2 birds in 1 stone. Its sporty and yet 4 doors and enough rooms for back seat passenger. It could be a good car for a long term. The car's age is roughly from 2000 to 2003 and price range is between Rm 50K to RM 70K depending on mileage and condition.

Another car that I thought might be a good choice is that Volvo S40. For me, S40 is not a bad idea. I can get it very cheap here in Malaysia for roughly RM 40K to RM 55K thanks to low second hand value for Volvo cars. The maintenance is high and fuel consumption is as well high. The upside of the car is that its very comfortable and durable. Engine size is 2.0 and comes with 2 versions; turbo and non-turbo and turbo car is roughly RM 5K more expensive than non-turbo car. The design of the car is not really that bad as it doesnt really potraits the old style of Volvo but more into young executive kinda style. So, it fits me well. The year of the car is between 1999 to 2001.

Another piece of equipment that caught my eyes was Toyota Rav4. You can't go wrong with Rav4. The retail second hand value for year 2000 - 2002 is roughly from RM 70K to RM 100K. Engine size is 1.8 and 2.0 automatic. I found it's cute and im not really sure how it will fit into my lifestyle but somehow I like it. What do you think? Feul consumption is not bad as its not as light as normal car. So, expect to pay a little extra for feul. I think its well priced compared to the original price when it's brand new. So, i might be considering this one.

Silvia has been my dream car for a while. I'm not eyeing on Spec R, even Spec S Silvia S15 will do. Had been dreaming that car since i was 19 while playing it in Gran Tourismo 2 on my PS1. Silvia S15 is a drifter's dream car next to Toyota Ae86. Had been dreaming of owning and drifting it. Sigh. Please please please make it affordable!!!.Actually I already sat and drove this car once with my mom next to me while we were in JB. That was when I havent bought my house in Cheras yet. Was comparing this car and Toyota MR-s which my mom likes best. Its has 2 litres engine (SR20DET, oh mama.... droll) and can be choose either Turbo or NA with rear wheel drive layout. Imagine having a Vielside GT Wing and deep dish rim at the back. DROLLLL!!!!!!. What a sweet car!!!. The weight distribution is PERFECT thus becoming the most popular car for drifters. It's a fast car, the response was fast and I can't think of any reason why shouldnt i drive this car if I can afford it. This car is priced between Rm 100K and Rm 140K which puts it in the same category as Skyline R34 GTT which as well falls into my consideration. The year of the car is 2001 till 2003.

Another one that at the end of the consideration is Honda Integra DC5 Type R. The power of Naturally Aspirated, heavily tuned V-Tech engine with 7000 RPM at the readline. The reason why it's at the bottom of the list is that it's just too bloody EXPENSIVE. The price range is RM 120K to RM 170K and for that price i can even get an S2000 or even an NSX!!!!! But for sure it's a a sweet car with its heavily tuned 2.0 engine, the perfect car on the road for sure. Champion white(trademark color for Type R cars), with nice black GT-Wing at the back is just marvellous. I dont think i would wanna buy it even if I can afford it as the price is just too high and you can get almost similar car with lots cheaper price. Bloody Honda. Can somebody please donate it one to me please? please please super please?

Well, pictures here are some of my memories with Halim and Takumi. These are pics from Byron Bay, Queensland. It was nice time down there guys.... really enjoy spending time with you all. I grabbed these pics from Halim's Photo blogging. Visit that place if you guys have time.

At Byron with Azman's wife, Azman, Halim and Me

Ikan paus kekenyangan

Me and Halim cooking at home. I really miss SouthBank dude.
That's the best place to live

Halim and his baby scooter

Halim terasa macam macho

Megumi (i think thats what she's called, she's with Orochi Japanese Underground Metal Band), Me, and Halim. Pst, how come we dont have any pics of Miki?

Takumi, Halim and Me

Sex is super cheap in KL where honesty is nowhere to be found. If you think that im a crazy, wild guy just wait till you arrive here in KL and look at their girls.... im totally not up to their standard of craziness. I'm currently with a girl who's engaged and getting married by 07/07/2007 who has friends that all of them has more than 1 boyfriends and one of them is getting married by 3rd June 2007 and still sleeping with somebody else. Even her married sister is still dating her X boyfriend behind her hubby's back!!!! I guess KL Casanovas are not talking about how many girls are they dating at the same time but whose fiance are they sleeping with and the closer to the date of the marriage the higher the respect is. Oh well... I just feel like i'm totally out of place, I might have to consider properly before looking for a girlfriend after this or else.... I might got killed while im down here...

Me as a guy... I feel sorry for all those innocent boyfriend of theirs.... wish them all the best
Hatim

And I've decided, no second car for me at least for this moment and im gonna use my mom's car (Honda City) to travel around instead. I'm gonna sell my Kancil soon and invest most of my money into Mutual Funds and stocks. Already banked in roughly about 1/3 of my saving into Public Bank Mutual Fund and after selling my kancil, im gonna add up a bit more of my money to the stock exchange and only leave roughly 1/3 of it inside my saving for emergency. Recently I already started looking into investment and so far right now the ones that interest me are Public Bank, CIMB, SCOMI, Petronas Dagangan and Petronas Gas.

Anyway below are the pictures of my current car thats ready to be sold. The pictures are blueish as it was too bright that day.

Cheers
Hatim

Phew...
I have a crazy way of spending money and recently i felt in love with 1996 Fiat Coupe Turbo (16VT). Its a nice red coupe with nice turbo and sun roof. Totally fit my description of a "sex machine". I'm so into it that I planned to buy it if I can sell my current car. I should have enough money if I can sell my current car (Kancil) on the market price and the problem here... who buy used car on market price!!! and my problem is that I do not loan. I DO NOT TAKE LOAN!!!. I've been paying cash for my previous cars and i'm gonna pay cash for this car and i'm just short of less than RM 2000!!!. I took a lot of consideration before spending my money like how much money do I have left, how much saving do I have left and the cost of maintaining my new machine instead of my current machine and all those calculations spiked my brain by telling me nope, you are not up to the standard of owning this car. Phew.......... sanity still tick my head.

I'm a bit sad anyway as this good deal dont come often but still.... oh well.. my current car (Kancil) still moves anyway. I've been dreaming of double clutching and heel-toeing while driving my new Italian baby back and forth to my office. Well... by the look of it.. it wont be coming up soon. If I wait a little bit longer, I might be able to afford 20VT engine instead (yummy... max speed is 300KM/H with 6 speed transmission while 16VT is 270KM/H with 5 speed manual transmission). So... i better say goodbye to this baby that almost be mine... but failed at the end.

Attached with this post is that Italian baby picture. She's beautiful and this is the add at motor trader.

FIAT

COUPE 2.0 16V TURBO (M)

1996

RM29K red, sunroof, 17" s/rims, new tyres, bodykit, GT-spoiler, cd, low-mileage, service-record, tip-top condition, acc-free, see to believe, call direct owner., call 019-276 1010 (Loc. KL)

bye bye sweet sexy baby...... sigh....

Food,
I am a very peculiar guy about food. I don't eat yesterday leftover's, fish that are not cleaned properly and cooked (although Sushi and Sashimi are my favorites). My food appetite is very funny and can easily be disturbed. Just by looking at the food that are served on a table, if the look doesn't look right, if the smell doesn't smell right then there's a 100% guarantee that i will walk straight to cashier and pay the bill straight and never walk into that restaurant again. This always happen to me in Mamak restaurants and i really really hate their foods. It's very oily and overpriced. I don't know how other Malaysians stand that.

My usual diet is always, less carbohydrate, less sugar, less salt and less oil. So my choice always goes to Sushi and Sashimi. If in doubt, Japanese food never fails to amaze. So, my hot drinks is always without sugar in it and i am doing well skipping all sort of soft drinks whenever possible.

Poisonous food,
Carbon as found in carbohydrate in foods are poisonous. Thats my own opinion. It's not based on any scientific journal. Unlike water which does not have carbon in it, carbon is the only source of energy in our body and almost all type of energy around us (fuel, charcoal, etc). So, we need carbon to survive and we cant live solely on water. After 29 years of eating foods (or 28, still its a pretty impressive resume), i somehow believed that carbons poison our minds at the same time providing energy to our body. Excessive intake of sugar or cholesterol will increase our chances of meeting Mr Doctor.

Doctor is not my real concern. If im gonna die, I'm just gonna die. No even one second earlier or later but, what most important is that while im alive, i'm going to push myself to the fullest and I found that excessive amount of carbon inside my body will always results in slowness, laziness, sleepiness and always lead to idiocy or unintelligent comment/remark. Thats one of the reason sometimes where I skip my lunch just to push myself to the max in the afternoon. Somehow for some reason, I perform better when i'm hungry (or drunk hahahahhaha) rather than when i'm full. My brain just started to work in slow motion when i'm full. So, carbon might be a one kind of drug *thinking*.

So... when is it to tell ourself enough is enough? Oh well, for sure we can find lots and lots of links out there to tell us which diet fits us best but by the end of the day I believe only ourself can tell us when enough is enough. So far my diet is......... what I call it..... nah.. i can't think any name for it. It's basically I only eat when I feel like. There's no rule saying that you have to eat 3 or 4 times a day so i always skip either breakfast, lunch or dinner... or sometimes the whole breakfast, lunch and dinner for 48 hours straight and only live with water. Still alive though and still weighting at 70KG.

With my current diet, i feel a lot alive and healthier. Probably you all can give a try to eat less and see what kind of performance does it give to your mind. Hey, by not eating a day won't kill you and more, there's a lot of artificial flavor and coloring outside there inside the food. Try to make sure that what you are eating is really a food not just some toxic waste decorated with cherries. Try to whack more on fresh fruits, steamed vegies (not the one decorated with steak or cheese) and fish. I believe a plate of rice / noodle is enough to provide me the energy for the whole day so, for the rest of the meals, i can eat anything else thats low in carbon. Cigarette is a good way to get your mind out of thinking about foods although if you are not a smoker then i do not encouraged you to try.

Well... what do u think?