Urgh... penat

⊆ 9:55 PM by Radius | ˜ 7 jealous craps »

Well, June was really tiring. Less money to spend, credit cards to worry which i've already cancelled one and with one credit card left at the moment which i've been trying to spend my salary wisely which is just enough till the end of the month provided no excesses spending during the month.

Me and princess had been looking for part time job for a while. So far, nothing comes back for my side but I ended up with 2 calls for interviews for a full time job instead. Uhm........... Branded3 is not a bad place to be but just that I'm currently struggling with my salary and the offers are a bit hard to resist... we'll see..........

Well, not really nothing comes back from the side income. They were jobs but just that didn't get materialised. For example, the astrologist's project which i didnt get a call back and a very interesting job that i want to share with you here.

I've been offered a job by somebody in one of Malaysian's private college as a part time lecturer. I will be paid hourly as in, how many hours that I end up teaching in a month. She (the proposer) asked me to write a proposal to the college and send it to her and she will submit it for me which was successfully accepted. If I manage to do that job, my financial situation will be better and my life after this won't be affected much with current economic problems. I'm free to do it, im keen to do it but just one thing that disturbs my mind. It actually a personal problem. Before I submit the proposal, the girl / lady who proposed to me contacted me again and stroke a deal with me. The deal is that she will adds RM 1,000 more to my monthly pay check from her college but I need to give her that RM 1,000 while I still keep the rest which what I asked from the college. Sounds like a fair deal, I'll still get the money that I asked and the extra RM 1,000 that I need to give is perfectly legal as it's stated that I asked that kind of money by the end of the month (even though I asked RM 1,000 less but stated in my proposal is my requested money plus that RM 1,000). At first, i feel ok with it and princess feels ok with it as well but after few days of thinking, I start to feel bad. People have to work hard to earn money even though its RM 1,000 but she just need to spread her leg at home and rub her clit and then she gets RM 1,000 a month out of nothing. It's not a once pay off thingy but it's a monthly thingy. This kind of attitude really pissed me off actually. Typical government official style of operations that's full with corruptions and duit kopi. I consider this as a duit kopi. It's not that i'm not sympatised with people's burden especially with current economic situation but I cant just accept that somebody sits down at home and just get the money every month.

TheProposer (6/13/2008 4:21:38 PM): jgn lupa proposal
TheProposer (6/13/2008 4:21:48 PM): dlm tuh nyatakan skali braper g u charge
Hatim Abdullah (6/13/2008 4:21:52 PM): ok...most probably tomorrow as im still busy
Hatim Abdullah (6/13/2008 4:21:54 PM): ok....
TheProposer (6/13/2008 4:21:58 PM): depends on jam credit
TheProposer (6/13/2008 4:21:59 PM): ok
TheProposer (6/13/2008 5:01:59 PM): dah ada perubahan
TheProposer (6/13/2008 5:02:20 PM): u ambil X000=20session
TheProposer (6/13/2008 5:02:32 PM): tapi saya akan buat X000=20 session (X000 + 1,000)
Hatim Abdullah (6/13/2008 5:03:04 PM): okie... thats good.. thank you
TheProposer (6/13/2008 5:03:12 PM): so bila dia byr you X,000 + 1,000
TheProposer (6/13/2008 5:03:19 PM): u bagilah dkt saya skit
TheProposer (6/13/2008 5:03:22 PM): ok tak?
Hatim Abdullah (6/13/2008 5:03:28 PM): okie... I will...
TheProposer (6/13/2008 5:03:29 PM): u ambik X
TheProposer (6/13/2008 5:03:34 PM): saya ambik 1k
Hatim Abdullah (6/13/2008 5:03:36 PM): okie
TheProposer (6/13/2008 5:03:39 PM):
Hatim Abdullah (6/13/2008 5:03:49 PM): no worries about that
TheProposer (6/13/2008 5:04:05 PM): so dlm proposal u ckp
TheProposer (6/13/2008 5:04:16 PM): satu courses = 40h = X000 + 1,000
TheProposer (6/13/2008 5:04:18 PM): deal
Hatim Abdullah (6/13/2008 5:04:23 PM): deal!!

Sorry, i take back my word... DEAL?? FUCK OFF!!!!

So, thanks to UMNO (which i prefer to push these kinda bad attitudes because they are good at stealing people money) for teaching government official on how to make duit kopi the right way thus can be inherited by their kids (which we can see from Mahathir reign to Abdullah, its all about their fucking cronies) and these people just learn what their parent and everybody around them do.

I rest my case.

This post is a bit rude yeah? hehehehheheh

My Princess

⊆ 3:01 PM by Radius | ˜ 2 jealous craps »

Well... few days ago Princess drop me few MP3s to my laptop and 1 of them is this song which i enjoy so much at the moment................ So I guess you all shud enjoy it as well :D :D

From Kanye West Featuring Chris Martin... HOMECOMING....

Do you think bout me now and then?
Do you think bout me now and then?
Cause im coming home again.......
Kaaaaming home....

And today....

⊆ 11:45 AM by Radius | ˜ 8 jealous craps »

I chatted with Matt in the morning..... here are some of the excerpt of the conversation

Matt says:
k dude, its a start up back in Oz, [Project Description] with [Client]. First country and then into the rest of asia except China
Matt says:
it doesn't mean going back to Oz. this time we are all online
Matt says:
but its gonna need integration into SMSC's etc in the region. You can work from KL if you want
Master Roshi says:
SMSC? i have no problem with that...... actually i dun mind working with it at all
Matt says:
yep ok cool. This is the plan. Secure licence (90% there) and then get $/partner with someone back in Oz., quite possibly [Matt's friend] in Mel
Master Roshi says:
Master Roshi says:
programming work in KL?
Matt says:
......its gonna be afterhours dude, but I need your input
Master Roshi says:
afterhours? what do u mean?
Matt says:
Matt says:
in the evening. or in your free time
Master Roshi says:
will system be based in OZ? or china? or somewhere else?
Matt says:

uhm.............. I miss Australia..... either Brisbane or Melbourne... its such a beautiful place. I wanna head back there if there's opportunity and if this time I end up in OZ again... it would be 2 people there instead of 1. Well, I need someone to hug me..... don't you?

:D :D :D

Anyway it's still on the development process... and no money for me yet.... but.... it's still cool :D

It has been a while...

⊆ 9:43 AM by Radius | ˜ 7 jealous craps »

It has been a while since my last post. Life had been hectic with projects and such. Too tired to pen down even few lines of updates to this blog. So, somehow this post got written somewhere between the project deadlines and smoking session :D

As we all had known, recent price hike to fuel price was too high to absorb by ordinary people like us. I still couldnt make up my mind as which side should I support, should I support the price hike or shouldnt i? The pros of supporting the price hike is that our nation would be freer than before that we won't be too dependent to government subsidy.

The reason that we feel the after shock so much is because we are just too dependent to the subsidies and almost all important commodities in Malaysia are subsidized those created a nation that's too dependent on government. Cooking oils, flours and rice to name a few that are currently being subsidized by government and somehow people couldnt live without the subsidies. By the end, government has to fork up lots of money each time the price of commodities rise till the its not bearable to government to pay for it anymore. All these money that saved from subsidies can be used for development those without realizing, Malaysians are actually sharing their wealth with their brothers and sisters in making this country the one to live at.

On the other hand, we are among the few countries who are producing oils. We dig our own oil, process it ourself but we somehow couldnt sell it to a cheaper price to our own rakyat. Its somehow ridiculous that we have to sell our own fuel to our own people using international price. I can't think of anything else than profit making. So, Petronas who was previously founded to help rakyat are now turned into a profit making company. Right now Malaysians and foreigners are the same to Petronas eyes. Everybody have to pay full price for petrol even though the oil dig is coming from Malaysia. Not that it's coming from Sudan or Indonesia. But, it's from Malaysia to Malaysian yet we are treated as foreigners. Another thing that I found amusing is that how government is trying to compare it other neighboring countries. Singaporean is paying more than RM 5 bucks per liter and we are still paying RM 2.7. So, our fuel is actually cheaper for our own rakyat compared to Singaporean. Whoever agree to this shit is actually damn stupid. You must had cheated in all of your exams in schools. Yes, Singaporean do actually pay more than RM 5 per liter of fuel but why?

  1. They don't have oil so that they have to buy them from international market
  2. Their buying power / currency is stronger than us thus making RM 5 bucks / SG 2 is nothing much to them. We have to compare the average mid income earners and their food basket. Like how many percent of your salary are end up paying for food for family and fuel? 80%? 70%? Their food basket and fuel is costing around 50% from their salary while ours is currently hitting 80% which is very high.
  3. Their public transportation system is better than us. Our Rapid KL / Rapid Penang sucks big time. One more thing that you don't know, Rapid KL and Rapid Penang are belong to Khazanah and actually we are the one who are financing its business. Rapid KL has more than 1000 buses which are currently not moving but yet they are still buying buses from distributor. Do you know who distributes buses to Rapid KL / Penang? Yeah, thats right... Scomi. Read here to know more about this crazy deal between Pak Lah and his family member to steal rakyat's hard earn money. Seriously, if this is right... I'LL PEE ON YOUR GRAVE AFTER YOU DIE!!!
I believe in couple of months, rakyat will get used to everything around us that hikes due to fuel price hike and we'll just fit back to our life as before by adjusting our salary to the price of our food basket and etc.

I still dunno either to oppose or support the fuel price hike. It's supposed to help Malaysians to make them stronger facing this life and eases government burden and more money for rakyat for development but we end up with making Pak Lah's family richer. I still havent fueled up my cars since the price hike. I've been told that Emily roughly gonna cost me around RM 140 per tank with 97 octane or Rm 170 per tank on 100 octane (V Power) while Siti was previously costing around RM 60 per fill up those i think gonna go up around RM 80 bucks.

By the end, I still have my dearest Mom, my most loving Princess, friends who supports, assholes who annoys and government who fucks its own nation. All the best to all Malaysians who suffer.