Magic bean

⊆ 9:34 PM by Radius | , . | ˜ 1 jealous craps »

My Magic Bean

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Seriously im bleeding right now,
Deep inside, it hurts,
That super last post is killing,
Thought i've done enough to wash it away,
But instead, it's still haunting,

I might had come at a wrong time,
To ask for a right hand,
I did my best to hold my heart,
To make it cool, to let it solve,
Somehow by the end it just too hurt,

I try to understand what are you facing,
Family, career, relationship, all in one go,
All those things that i had faced,
Keeping it inside and swallow it hard,
And somehow now its bursting bad,

How come last time when I was hurt,
She walked out happily laughing loud,
But you are different, regretting it,
I'm certain you are the one, you are IT.

No, I have nothing against you,
Nothing at all,
You are still the one.

Tea Obsession

⊆ 9:00 PM by Radius | , . | ˜ 11 jealous craps »

The Container

Well, I love teas especially after I stopped drinking coffee. I stopped drinking coffee about 4 months ago after diagnosed with high blood pressure. After switching to tea, I found it very relaxing provided correct tea is being drunk at a specific time. These are my tea collections:

I found this Lipton box when I was in Sydney for the first time. Mc Laren hotel to be specific during breakfast. They serve Lipton tea for breakfast and they put all of the teas inside this box. After that, I found this box again in Brisbane while shopping at Myer. Was thinking of buying it, but the price tag was super expensive (almost Au 100 for a box of tea!!!!). Then I decided not to buy it. Until recently, while asking my friends in Accenture who has this Lipton box, Ben Han who just came back from Melbourne told me that he has it at home and not using it anymore. It was just pure luck. The same Lipton box that I saw 6 years ago!!! and I got it for free. Cool eh? :D :D :D

The Teas

Twinnings Orange Pekoe Tea. No specific time that i drink this. Just drink it whenever i feel like
St Dalfur Peppermint Tea. The only tea that i take with honey while rest of the tea i take it bland, no sugar nor milk. I like it during hot, tiring afternoon. My afternoon tea :D

Boh Cameronian Gold Blend. Very nice, strong and rich from Boh. Very nice tea, I like it.
Twinnings Earl Grey. My favorite tea. Nice to have after dinner :D :D

Twinnings English Breakfast. The tea that my mom always put it into a hot flask and give it to me so that I can bring it to office. Love my mama
Twinnings Jasmine Green tea. Chinese tea blend. When I have it? I dunno... no specific time. Whenever i feel like

Twinnings Lady Earl Grey. No specific time for this tea. Whenever I feel like

So, those above are my teas. My tea obsession!!! :D :D
Have a nice day

My Relationship

⊆ 3:02 AM by Radius | , . | ˜ 3 jealous craps »

My Princess has been asking me for few times, why do I need to plan for everything for the relationship. What she meant was not a plan like, what are we supposed to do tomorrow, next date, next month or such but why do I plan for every single step in our relationship? why have I been holding up a bit? why do i take time and think first before making another 'step' in relationship. The reason is, To Save It.
After several failed relationship in life, it has thought me how to handle relationship properly, the way that I think can make it last. I learn from my mistake and for sure, a fast-forward relationship won't last long. I believed in that. I once had a 1 month relationship that can be summarized into a 1 year relationship and that was because both side were pushing it too fast and somehow it killed the relationship itself.
Couple who are deep in love always blind. Blinded by their own affection. Following only your heart for sure will make things goes upside down but once u started using your brain, things get neutral and relax. But, fully focusing on brain will make the relationship dull and boring unless you date a robot instead so, a balanced view regarding relationship is very important :D
This post is inspired by Kenny Sia's Blog and on this specific post, he speaks my mind :D Read it, it has several good points on how to handle relationship properly and keeping the 'spark' alive.

While on the other hand, even though how much you try to hold on to your relationship and try to make it beautiful and interesting, if there's only one party who actually trying to build and make it happened while the other side is not working on it then better just forget the relationship itself. People do change. Yeah they do. I have seen them and somehow i never blame faith for the cause. I do appreciate of whatever happened in my current and previous relationships. It was all nice and lovely.

One thing for sure, never regret any relationships that went wrong. No matter how much time, money and effort being wasted for it, if it doesnt work then it doesnt work. Because the time while you were inside the relationship, spending time together, giving love and getting it back is PRICELESS. That what you have paid for. For me myself, even though i do nag of whatever happened in my previous relationship BUT deep inside i'm glad that i was there inside that specific relationship. Who want to be alone when you can have somebody to love and to love u back? Well, we can only plan while He is the one who decides :D

You guys have a nice day.

Some stuffs

⊆ 8:37 PM by Radius | , . | ˜ 5 jealous craps »

Well, my week had been nice so far. Below are the summary of what had happened:

My Princess:

Spent time with my princess in Genting during Deepavali. We started our day by having Dim Sum breakfast at Klang Executive Club together till 10:30 and after that we drove slowly to Genting. The journey up was nice as my car was responding nicely throughout the journey. Taking sharp corners was a breeze in my City :D :D :D. Most of our time were spent at First World Plaza walking back and fro. My princess has been asking for Theme Park but i was kinda reluctant of spending my time outside. It was warm and comfy enough inside First World Plaza until 3:30 then i decided to head to theme park and while walking there suddently the rain poured down heavily and my princess started pinching me because it was my fault that i didnt want to go there earlier. Hahahhaha sorry baby, next time when we head there, first thing we do there is Theme Park :D :D Sorry sorry sorry. Arrived back home almost 10 at night... tired... head to sleep straight away. It was a nice spent time with my princess.

Job Interview:
Got a job interview from Securiforce for the position of Technical Manager. The offer was good, the position is ok (so,so), the future? well.. nothing much exciting stuffs there except same stuffs everyday, the environment is kinda.... very lame (please.. do not kill me!!!!) and i dont think i'll accept the offer. I'm still waiting for something else.

Below are the pictures that i managed to snap during this week

Is that stupid spoiler comes as standard on Proton Saga Aeroback? It looks super ugly. Super super super ugly. Didnt Proton even learn anything about design? as in what people like... how the car should look like rather than chuck a piece of wood behind your car and call it spoiler. When people stop buying their cars then they start complaining that we are not patriotic. Stupid company. I'm kinda imagining what was Proton's CEO reaction when he first look at that spoiler for the first time, he must had gone like "oh my god!!!!................ look how cool it is!!! it reminds me of a tree behind my house at my hometown.. we use to climb that free.. and my brother felt down once.. yada yada yada yada and it goes on....". So, thats the story how Proton Saga got that stupid spoiler.

A lorry that fell into a ditch while trying to make a u-turn at Balakong Industrial Area. It's such a small road and lots of cars are using that road every morning and all u need is one stupid lorry to make a joke and massive traffic jam is created. Oh yeah, Halim, in front of me on that day was the Badak Hensem (Triton) and I took it's picture for your enjoyment. Do not say that i do not care about you. Do you get a hard on yet? Bwahahhahahahahhahahah

David (Daud)'s farewell dinner.
Standing from left: Eriticon, The Walter, Fong, Daud, Ben Han, Brendan, Fish, Gary
Sitting From Left: Denis, Ching Yin(? or something like that), The new solution girl for ACN called Princess, Me, Vee Meng

UMNO Asembly
I snapped these pics while stucking in a traffic jam next to PWTC.

I dont have anything against these makciks but somehow, but from my opinion because of them my country are not progressing well and i havent done enough for my country. These makciks are the one who are very happy to get return ticket(coaches/flight) from their home to KL, free hotel, free foods, kain batik, new UMNO uniforms once a year and because of that, they are happily to vote for UMNO anytime. Why do i say that? I have makciks as well at my hometown. The only thing that they talk to each other is that how nice UMNO is by giving them all those. They are just too happy in their current situation that nothing for them to complain about and they know nothing about current politic, their existence in the political scene is to vote a party that they know nothing about, while for me on the other side, which if God allows, I still have at least another 40 or 50 years to live and the future is a reflection on how current goverment manages the country and if this is the way my beloved country is heading, think I need to migrate somewhere else soon. No future here for me except those Ass-Kissers. If you want goverment project, you needs to kiss their asses, if you want chronies projects, you need to bribe them. What the hell?

The banners at a building that previously known as Yaohan opposite of PWTC where UMNO is having their annual assembly.

Enjoy your weekend. I'm missing my princess right now as she's having a day off today :(

Gosh... what a mixed up of feelings

⊆ 9:09 PM by Radius | , . | ˜ 10 jealous craps »

This is a poem that I got from my princess and below it, is my reply. She calls it "berbalas pantun" in english.

From Her:
Timmy, Timmy where have you been,
Signing in and out is all that I’ve seen,
When will you return,
I scratch (my head ya!) in frustration
And “baby?’ shows that u’re back into civilization!

My Reply:
Baby, baby have i gone missing?
Suddenly idle while chatting,
Crap connection that leave me alone,
Everybody here must be downloading porn,
Now heading out for lunch on my own

"Berbalas Pantun" in english with my Baby :D :D :D

I'm kinda confused. Feel very much in love but at the same time feel like being betrayed. Been missing somebody so much but at the same time holding myself from seing her (for the sake of relationship). I feel like I actually do have a partner where at the same time i feel like i'm in a dream. Think i'm strong enough to deny any emotional thoughts and feelings but actually im bleeding inside. Think i've done enough for myself where actually i've done nothing. Think what i'm doing right now is for my own good but i'm doubting it. I already left all of my past behind but it's still haunting me from time to time. I already quit marijuana, slow down (very much slow down) on alcohol and slowing down on cigarettes but people still use these to judge me (sigh...)I use the strength of my relationship to deny my addiction towards cigarette and hoping thats how it should work. I see my mom as the perfect woman for everything and yet i feel pressured by her.

Me and My Mom,
Yesterday, after picking up my mom from her friend's place we end up doing window shopping. What did we shop? Cars!!!! :D :D :D. We were somewhere at Jalan Kuching checking out RX8s and Skylines and then we moved to Cheras and checking out cars there. It was fun, saw several GTTs, DC5s, Silvias, Fairladies and Celica VVti. My mom was pretty cool with all these cars and were talking with the seller asking for lowest price that they can give to me. By the look of it, she's really interested with the Skyline GTT (especially the black one) where she thinks it's more "garang" than Silvia / DC5. Hahahahahhahahah I love my mom. That's how we spent our afternoon together. Was joking with her asking her to get Accord Euro R for herself so that she can drive 200KM/h everytime when we head back to kampung :D :D :D.

On the fun side,
Last friday, Amran took us for a ride. With his new baby, RX8. Oh man, it was marvellous. The torque and everything. It is an automatic RX8 but still it produces 190 BHP and lots of torque. It was beautiful. Superbly beautiful car. He took us for a drive to cyberjaya and was zig zagging on the road at 180 kilometers per hour. It was fun!!! The grip, the suspension, the turn... pergh.... Tell you what... i'm getting Silvia. I will get the Silvia. I will even drive a Kancil until my mom says that we have enough money to get the Silvia, then I will get the Silvia. There's not much time left for me as I need to get married soon and such so, before i end up getting married I'm gonna have fun with this japanese babe. Below are the pictures that i took of that RX8.

Picture speaks of thousand words. You might gone deaf already listening to those pictures above. Bwahahhaha